Amal Yassin.

a special belated birthday post. ♥

2010-05-18T06:13:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS. ♥ ♥

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had fun at Meragang Beach during the cleaning campaign with ISB. :')
GTA reunited again.
tomorrow, will be another reunion. HAHAHA i like toh.

goodnight.
xoxo.

it's been a while.

2010-05-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

cuba liat ni gambar diatas ani, liat si Roy, mcm Annoying Orange ah. :p :p HAHAHAHA jk Roy.

ok so whats crackin'?

GTA has been well. getting pretty closer with each other. everyday is a great day with them babies. ♥

now we have 19 members. whooppa! :p

birthdays coming up soon, Azri's and Leon's. ♥ ♥

school has been okay. this week and the next are Assessment weeks. but mine will finish on Saturday. E.lit. open book lagi tu. (Y) siuk eh. HAHAHAHA.

so far ok lah the assessments. not too hard not too easy. but i cant hope for the best at this point cause baru first assessment.

got 3 eyecandies at the moment. but day by day, mcm fading dah hotness durang. except for number 2. TEEHEE. HAHAHA me and DD tu masihh lagi bising kalau ia ada. too cute mahnn.

ok so reminders for tomorrow :
-discuss with GTA about getting the same colored kain raya for nanti. awwww! cute tu eh.
-bring anything that might be useful for Psycho poster.

that is all. will update again,InsyaAllah.

Assalamualaikum.

latest PTEM news.

2010-04-03T08:55:00.000-07:00

TO ALL PTEM STUDENTS,PRS IS ORGANISING A SYNDROME DAY ASSOCIATED WITH CDC,THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED,OR WANT TO ASK MORE INFORMATION,PLEASE CONTACT ELLY(8639022) OR(WILLY-8762077). PREFERABLY BY MONDAY.

out.

We Are The World 25/PTEM's Sports Day.

2010-04-03T03:50:00.000-07:00

so awesome so awesome! -BLT style. ♥

tadi kami sports day HAHAHA LOL SIUKKKKKKKK ESP THE FINALE. well sadang.

then lari lari. bla3. 1st Wijaya 2nd Pahlawan 3rd Mahkota 4th Putra.

takpe takpe. chill2 saja ni.

Me, Tim, Leon, Zizan, Aini, Luqman, Azri, Dden & Amer.

♥ ♥

k atu sja.

xoxo.
Assalamualaikum.

new look.

2010-03-26T20:11:00.000-07:00

so as you can see, i've just recently changed my layout into.. what you're looking at now. is it okay? :D jimah showed me the preview and i was absolutely hooked on the spot.

this morning, woke up at 6.30. went with parents and brother to Padang Kebajikan to jog. then we went home and i decided to clean my room since my mom's been nagging me about it since last week. -_- plus tomorrow's the last day of the holidays and i want to have some R & R time for myself. :) well not exactly, my adik wants me to style his hair like Master of Study's Baekhyeon's hair. like wha? D: but i will do my best. prasan rambut panjang adiku ah. -_-

school will reopen on Monday. yes! HAHAH i miss school walaupun during the holidays ani, i've been having extra classes but yeah. i miss the people.

oh yeah on Thursday (25th), it was the last day of my Psychology extra classes and the Energy Club hosted a "Bring A Tree,Plant A Tree" event. basically all we have to do was bring plants/shoots and mini gardening tools to dig. i brought 2 Mango shoots. a lot of them brought flowers to replant. someone brought a Lime shoot, Miss Nicole brought a Rambutan shoot and many more. not many people came tho.Miss Nicole was the teacher in charge. seniors : Kelvin, Zizan, Dielah, Yatii, Raihan, Amin Nordin, Amin, Izzat & Sai. Juniors : Me, Fate, Ain, Zeh, MJ, Far, Zakiah & Aini. we planted flowers at the used-to-be empty Eco Garden. ada jua bulu ayam tu menyamak. HAHAHA. siapakah menanam lol. some trees are planted on the top area of the Eco Garden. bawah the stairs. the bigger ones are planted on the field dibawah canteen. ada yang siring Amphitheater as well. it was hella fun. but panaaas brabis. x_x still, doing a good cause. (Y)

k im bored. lol. gonna do some painting.

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeong.
xx.

hi!

2010-03-23T05:14:00.000-07:00

sorry for the absence. college life. lol. eventhough its the holidays now, im still quite busy with extra classes and assignments.

now chatting with Jimah and Dee. waiting for Mr.Roy. lol.

extra class tadi was.. okay. Psychology. ♥ its so mind twisting but exciting at the same time. i like~ better than Sociology. sorry, Sir Hugh.

atu saja kali eh. ngalih ku.

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeonghi.
xx.

update!

2010-03-19T07:17:00.000-07:00

kay, COLLEGE LIFE HAS BEGUN! dingdingding~ so far so good. studies are going well. at times, inda but at other times, okay lah. anyway, had one eye candy. lol awal2 udah ada. :p but now inda lagi. thanks to Master of Study and himself. i realized i was in the way of an innocent love story so i just had to back off.

joined NOTHING for the Sports Day. should've joined the march pass but then si Roy, Pijul and Nurul inda join so malas tah ku jua kan asi asi. every PS period is FUN. me,Roy,Nurul,Pijul,Zaff and etc usually hang out di amphitheatre. jamming and stuff. so fun. HAHAHA.

lapar ku eh. apakan.

esuk ke miri. ahad balik. monday-thursday Psychology extra classes. jumat,sabtu,ahad buat assignments and revise. monday skulah. tuesday CCA! OHHH YEAH! i joined the Music Club. siuk niii. HEHEHEHE.

bah eh. layan si Leon.
night peeps.
Assalamualaikum.
xx.
Annyeonghi.

4 blissful years.

2010-03-04T23:29:00.000-08:00

Happy 4th year anniversary, guys. we've had our differences before and we will still have them in the future but i know we will be able to resolve anything as long as we trust each other.

eternal love,
-your Mao.

Assalamualaikum.

omgomgomgomg new obsession!

2010-03-04T18:03:00.000-08:00

ONE WAY. i think they're under YG. HAHA i think lah. they have to. i mean, they're so awesome. YG's artists are awesome! HAHAHA. liat sja Big Bang.

YOUNGSKY. im not sure which one is him there. HAHAHAHAH.

i am now watching Reversal Of Fate. gila, manis. hahahaha. Boksun and Gangho forever!

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeong.
xx.

first day of college.

2010-03-04T16:54:00.000-08:00

one word, FUN. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

and tiring. balik, mandi, tidur tarus ani wah. HAHAHAHA GILA. nyaman tidurku.

siuk lah.

aku seklas sama nurul,sai,wan,aqmar,azim and jubeli. yang lain inda ku kenal. ALUM kenal :p we had fun lah.

bah atu sja eh. esuk start belajar. yay.

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeong.
xx.

break it down!

2010-03-02T03:52:00.000-08:00

okay went to school this morning (Masna) to pick up my personal folder and leaving certificate and all my documents yang masih ada arah sana. met Amal and Dibah, walked with Amal to the admin. then i went upstairs to get my breakdowns. here they are :

order : paper 1, paper 2, oral (for languages)paper 5 (art)

BM : A, B, A.
Eng : B, A, A.
Maths D : C, C.
C.Sci : A, A.
Hist : C, B.
IRK : C, A.
Geo : C, A.
POA : E, B.
Art : U, D, C.

HAHAHA AS YOU CAN SEE, POA PAPER 1 KU E AND MY ART PAPER 1 U. HAHAHAHAH LOL ketawaku time mencheck atu. :p

then went to PTEM. abang dengani also. met DD, Camel and Nurul. hugged Qilly. bought all the stuff. bla3. round2 ptem. abang minta bawa. hahaha. nasib jua aku tau where is where now. ehex. well not all the places.

then balik. abang ngalih so ia tidur arah my room since bebuka dah aircond. i had to sleep on the floor dapan tv pasal ia tidur arah my room. rupanya my parents punya bilik buka aircond udah -_- was watching Spongebob wah tu skali tetidur hahaha. with his silly laugh lingering in my ears as i fell asleep. lol.

thursday ani start skulah. weeeeee~

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeonghi.
xx.

miane, oppas.

2010-02-28T23:40:00.000-08:00

this is a contradiction to my last post. this explains everything.

The rumors coming out about the fan meeting are pretty awful and from what I can tell on tumblr and 2OneDay it seems that the rumors of the members being rude or arrogant, or dragging Jay’s name through the mud, are making many fans of 2pm shocked and upset. I want to try to clear these up, just from one fan’s point of view…
READ THIS BEFORE YOU START POSTING HATEFUL COMMENTS

IT EXPLAINS A LOT ABOUT THE CONFERENCE

I’m Korean-American and have lived and gone to school in both the U.S. and Korea. I live in the U.S. at the moment, but my home is Korea, because that’s where my entire family lives. I downloaded the audio file of the 2pm-JYP-fan conference that’s been going around to hear it for myself, because I was very skeptical of most of the fan accounts that have been floating out. I’m fluent in both languages and so I hope you will trust me when I try to clear up some of the (mis)translations that have been floating about…
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* The 2pm boys are very respectful throughout the whole fan meeting, as far as I can tell. On the contrary, I think the fans are being unnecessarily rude. The fans spent the first 10 minutes of the meeting arguing that they should have the right to film the meeting, even though the JYP rep told them several times that although he would allow audio recording, he could not allow video footage out of fear that it could later be manipulated by other people to put the 2pm boys in a bad light. On hearing this (perfectly reasonable) request, the fans burst into laughter and made many snide and condescending comments (caught on tape) about how unbelievable the JYP rep’s requests were. I could hardly believe how rude some of their words were. The 2pm boys stayed silent during this exchange, but the JYP rep did not raise his voice, and merely repeated his requests until the fans agreed. As the file went on, some rude fans interrupted the boys several times as they were replying to the fans’ questions.
* Junho never said “I honestly hated Jaebeom hyung,” as has been alleged. His words should not be taken out of context. What he did say was, “We were so excited for him to come back, and we worked hard, here in Korea, and so did Jaebeom hyung in the States. We tried to give hints to our fans that he would come back, and we worked hard to make a path so he could return. But when we heard what happened… we, too… for just one moment… we hated Jaebeom-hyung.” He said “we,” not “I” (“저희들” is plural). The way he worded it was to explain that his momentary hatred of Jaebeom was because he was so deeply disappointed that after all of their (mutual) work, Jaebeom wouldn’t be able to return… he did not hate Jaebeom for what he had done (whatever it is), but because what he had done would prevent him from returning.
* When Junho said, “We worked so hard to make a path so Jaebeom hyung could return” the fans laughed sarcastically and said, “Who made that path? Who?” And he corrected himself to say, “We all worked, both our precious fans who loved Jaebeom and us members, too, we all worked together to bring him back, didn’t we?” (Just as a personal note… I felt really sorry for Junho here. Ultimately the 2pm boys worked their incredible butts off in order to build up goodwill in the public eye after Jaebeom left, and as he said later, they never stopped thinking about Jaebeom throughout all of their performances, variety shows, etc. And for him to be attacked by the fans for saying that was so disrespectful, I think.)
* When Chansung said that they still love Jaebeom hyung, that they think of him still as a best friend, and that in the future if they miss him they think it will be okay to honestly say that they miss him, the fans laughed at him.
* One of the loudest fans was a mother (she said multiple times that she had a son around the age of the 2pm boys)—[what?!!! aren’t ajummas a bit too old to be showing up to these kinds of things?]—and she attacked the boys for throwing Jaebeom away “like human trash.” She said that no matter what your family members do, you have to hold them close and not throw them away. And she said for betraying Jaebeom (she said it’s as if they “killed him,” and left him to be the “trash of the nation”), the fans would throw away 2pm. [I’m sorry, but this kind of fan attack is just ridiculous, un-fucking-believable.] The 2pm boys were extremely respectful in response, and asked her politely when she was finished if she would like to add a question for them to reply to. She said a few more words but again, there was no actual question. But anyway, they responded and said, “We are so sorry to have hurt you. We understand your feelings because we are hurting, too. We honestly think that silence is only way we can protect Jaebeom, and we are telling this to you from our hearts.” They went on to say that it was some issue that, out of their love for Jaebeom and their desire to protect him, they could not speak of to the fans. They said that even after they are married and have families, they will always think of themselves—“all seven of us”—as a part of 2pm, and this is why they must protect him until they die [the “until we die” part sounds less dramatic in Korean, fyi—it’s a more commonly used expression in Korean than English]. They repeated that they had to do this because they loved him, and they apologized several times.
* There are rumors going around that the 2pm boys said they could never forgive Jaebeom. This is patently false. Junho explicitly says, “We have forgiven Jaebeom.” He goes on to say that despite the fact that they have forgiven him, and though they will always love him as a brother, the mistake he made was too serious to reveal to the fans, and that they, too, would feel as shocked and speechless as the 2pm boys did if they knew what it was. He apologized for having to say that.
* Wooyoung said, “Please understand this truly, we have not thrown away Jaebeom hyung in our hearts. Please, let’s make a promise between us. Not between us 6, but between our 7 members and all of you who are here today. We promise that we are protecting him until the end.” In response, some fans laughed and sniggered, saying “쳇” (it sounds like “chet” but the “t” is very light) on the audio file [in Korean, ”쳇” a common way to say that you don’t believe the other person’s words. It’s very condescending and rude, unless said in a joking way among friends.. which this is clearly not].
* There was a question about whether the 2pm boys had heard the news from Jaebeom’s mouth directly, or only through the company. Junsu responded and said that they had first heard the news from their CEO, but afterwards they spoke on the phone with Jaebeom and the seven of them talked it over together, directly.
* When the JYP rep was explaining why they wrote that Jaebeom could not return because of a big personal problem (instead of covering it up with a less harmful answer), and he said that he needed to protect the 6 remaining members so that they would not be seen as betrayers/traitors to Jaebeom, many fans interrupted him to say, “But we already think that they are traitors.” [It breaks my heart to think that the boys had to sit there and hear that from their fans without even being able to defend themselves.] The rep went on to finish his answer and did not respond to those accusations.
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Please note: this is not a complete translation. These are parts that I personally picked out because I think they help refute some of the awful rumors going around. Also, the file gets grainy and difficult to understand at some points.
And even more than that, I have a huge assignment due next week so I don’t have time to listen to the whole thing right now. This comprises about the FIRST NINETY MINUTES of the audio file… I will listen to more and add more when I get the chance, but I wanted to do this because I think this is really important, on behalf of 2pm fans who don’t understand Korean and can’t read Korean. I hope some of you find it useful. Feel free to re-blog.
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P.S. As a quick update, and just to clarify: some of the fan accounts that are going around *are* true. From the first 90 minutes I listened to, the following is TRUE:
* All 6 members acknowledged that they agreed to the fact that Jaebeom should not return as a part of 2pm.
* One of them (sorry, I can’t identify the voice) did say that what Jaebeom had done “is bad enough that we can’t let it come from our lips and go to our fans” and asked for understanding and forgiveness that they cannot say any more than that.
* The JYP rep did say “To put it as a metaphor, the six members, and our company, are like the victims in this situation, and Jaebeom is the attacker.” The quotation itself was part of an explanation as to why they were honest in revealing that Jaebeom had made a big mistake in his private life, and why the company was trying to protect the other six members of 2pm. I personally don’t think it was as awful as other fans seem to think, although it isn’t pleasant to hear that Jaebeom was “the attacker,” but it’s up to you as to how you want to interpret it.
* The JYP rep also said (as part of the above comment) that the six members are “just as important as one member.” He never said that the six were “more” important than the one.
* Someone (I can’t tell who—I believe it was the JYP rep) answered “Yes” when asked if Jay’s private mistake was serious enough that even if the Myspace controversy had never happened, Jay would still have had to leave the group. I’ve seen accounts that all the members also said yes, but on the audio file I hear only one voice. Maybe they nodded; I don’t know.
I’ve been following the rumors on 2OD and I believe these are the only ones I can confirm I heard on the file, for sure. Please keep in mind that 1) It’s only the first 90 minutes of the 4-hour file; 2) I can’t see their body language, obviously, so there’s nothing I can say about that; and 3) some parts of the file are staticky and difficult to understand, but I’ve done my best. I trust our 2pm boys, and I believe in them.
credits : fortyninepointfive bananas

Time For Confessions.

2010-02-28T07:40:00.000-08:00

okay tonight's topic is about PARK JAEBEOM.

everytime i hear 2PM's songs yang ada ia masih, mesti ku nangis tu. i know it might sound stupid to those who are not a kpop fan. but to other kpop fans, you very well know what's going on and how we as fans are taking it, how i am taking it now.

okay the latest news regarding this whole issue is JYPE's conference. damn bukan inda panjang. 4 jam. HAHA. outcome nya apa nah? sebelum ku baca, aku support the rest of the members and JAY himself. as in, 2PM continue aku support, Jay leave pun aku support ia masih geddit? tapi udah ku baca atu, menyumpah ku tarus. adakah patut. kawan wah kawan. baie eh. brapa tahun durang sama2. trainee years, pre-debut, post-debut, time2 famous. cmani prangai durang? antah eh. sasak ku lah yang pentingnya HAHAH.

my conclusion is, JYPE pressured Jay to leave. to create anarchy and to attract attention obviously. *rolls eyes. a few years back, when Jay first came to Korea, he said some things which he probably shouldn't have said. but what could he do? he was homesick for sure jua tu. ia lagi alum brapa pandai cakap korea, kan di suruh menyanyi lagu2 korea tu? siapa jua inda kejiwa. mun aku wah, balik tah ku ke US tu. si Jay ani baik lagi ni, under JYP udah tu ah. sabar ia masih. strict hantap kaliah kedia atu. mua lagi ganas(no offense). anywaaaay, after a few years, okay tia si Jay. dapat ia cope apa. pastu last year, KANA UNGKIT tia balik pasal incident ia mengucap Korea atu. ah yeah the thing that he shouldn't have said atu was that ia ucap Korea. ia ucap Koreans are gay. HELLO?!?! HE'S FROM THE STATES FOR GOD'S SAKE! SANA GUYS NYA CMANA KAN? SHAVE JANGGUT? INDA KALIAH. HAHAHA SASAK KU NI. INDA TAH DURANG PIKIR WAH APA PRASAAN SI JAY MASA MULA2 KE SANA ATU. palui eh. nah.

udah di ungkit atu, apa lagi. anti-fans sama netizens pun menyerang lah. udah kejumpahan weak spot si Jay atu. yatah namanya inhuman tu. mencari weak spots urang ah mcm baie ah. abis lah fans yang inda tau menau pasal what really happened a few years back atu pun tau jadinya. so makin banyak anti-fans lah. kesian. pasal boycott2 ani. mauk pakah.

si Wooyoung, member paling batah sama si Jay, is against him? is that even logic? cuba kamu pikirkan bah. sebelum ani, masa mula2 si Jay balik ke US, menangis jua sorang2. berabis wah. nampak yang durang atu inda mau si Jay balik ke US. tapi now? kenapa aku rasa durang kna paksa. tapi on the other hand, kalau durang banar2 support si Jay, keluar 2PM pun durang ok wah tu. seriously, kalau aku ah, keluar pun inda ku papa tu. kan stand up for human rights wah. ani inda. tapi inda jua dapat disalahkan members. dream durang wah tu. still, they could've said something nicer. ani inda. arah the conference, mcm sasak wah durang kan si Jay atu. mcm durang suka ia keluar. baie jua tu. some members lah. now they call themselves 6PM. 6PM, MY ASS!

AH baru ku ingat. this whole thing sepatutnya buleh inda jadi masalah wah ni. ada this one fan, nampak those comments ( yang koreans are gay bla2 shit ah) arah myspace si Jay. skali due to fear that anti-fans might find the comments and use them against si Jay, ia gtau JYPE to tell Jay to delete them. TAPI INDA JYPE MEMBAGITAU! PRASAHAN DURANG INDA PAPA KALI?! NAH LIAT APA JADI NAH. PALUI WAH CUBATAH SURUH IA DELETE AWAL2!!!!!!!!!! gila ku ni.

panya, si Taecyeon sama si Junho mau fame yatah durang ok si Jay leave. i think. si Junsu panya mau jadi leader. saiz plang but still, apa rasa si Jay kan tu? paham plang ku kemahuan durang atu. tapi pikirlah from prasaan si Jay.

sakit hati ku ni. aku minat si Junho tapi arah the conference thingy, si Junho tah paling banyak menjawab yang inda baik2. padas eh. inda plang ku kan abandon Jay pasal Junho and that doesnt mean aku inda minat Junho. its a matter of justice wah. mcm, im trying to keep an open mind here. kalau aku sokong si Junho aku pikir apa rasa si Jay and the other way around. i know mcm bullshit semua ani, "inda jua ia tau!" and stuff but manalah tau right now, ia round2 blog urang and will end up viewing mine? anything's possible. anyways, i feel like letting everything out so just deal with it. inda suka, jgn plang baca hahaha.

so yeah, basically aku sokong anyone. done. i love all of them. there are explanations for every actions and i really really REALLY hope that the rest of the members are TOLD to say all the shits they said at the conference. i REALLY REALLY hope 2PM will be back WITH JAY. but NOT UNDER JYPE anymore.

YOU SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

from now onwards, im gonna blame everything that happened or will happen on JYPE.

that's it. its 12.50 AM now.

chal ja ra.
Assalamualaikum.
annyeong.
xx.

new member!

2010-02-28T05:53:00.000-08:00

captivated ku. LOL.

okay tadi ada doa kesyukuran arah my place. pasal aku pass Os.

GILA HANCUR BILIKKU ULEH KANAK2. NEXT TIME, NO MORE "ka amal, can we go to your room?" with your round eyes! /apa /apa

pecaya? kunci krita mamaku, abangku ampaikan arah meja. udah semua balik, kan aga adiku tuition, ilang wah. abis semua kami usah. rupanya bawa beg luggage. -_- jauh wah plantingnya. gila lah. my toys banyak pacah memacah. ngalih2 saja ku panyap bilik dimalam. nasib jua new pc atu nada papa wah. mun inda, abis tu ku teriaki. tadi udah. bisai2 ku makan dibawah becrita apa. adiku gtau "ka, tau kaka durang kacau keyboard kah?"
me : "awu.. biar tia, inda jua on plak. *makan"
*bunyi pacah*
mama : "MAL!"
me : "apaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....... makan jua amal ni. -_-"
mama : "TU BARANG2MU KNA ABIS PACAH AH!"
me : "*ampas piring. *stomps keluar bilik tv. *naik atas. "SIAPA. UMBAN. TADI. ? *marak mata"
kids : "*diam."
me : "TURUN. NOW. *points to the stairs."
kids : "*runs down"
me : "*follows along.*masuk bilik tv. *duduk. *continues eating"

HAHAH lol. GILA WAH SASAK KU.

bah atu sja.

Assalmualaikum,
Annyeonghi.
xx.

ah. worse things really DO happen.

2010-02-25T07:05:00.000-08:00

YES, YOU! T______T babo.

goodbye, Park Jaebeom oppa. we'll miss you for sure. saranghae. ♥

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeonghi.
xx.

ni hao ma.

2010-02-23T23:20:00.000-08:00

ok since datenya masih 23/2. aku post as if dimalam lah.

HAPPY 26TH NATIONAL DAY, BRUNEI DARUSSALAM!

I AM PROUD TO BE A BRUNEIAN!

NEGARAKU BRUNEI DARUSSALAM.

ALLAH PELIHARAKAN SULTAN.

AMIN.

im addicted to Glee. sanang kan relate. pasal ia about highschool also HAHAHA.

boredzzzz. im thinking. should i really record my wedding dress cover atu. or not.. hm. mcm so far atu plang yang paling ku handal. not saying aku handal menari. above all songs yang ku cover, atu paling ku rasa okay lah.

okay tonight punya episode of Master of Study was really really sweet. kejiwa ku. si Chandu lagi cute tu. ahhhhhhhh gulik2 ku dilantai. banar. mamaku lagi sasak aku malar pigang pipiku if ada si Chandu HAHAHAHAHA. cute wah. walaupun dongsaeng. why am i so old!?! T_____________________________T

bahbah. sangal ku eh. kemarin aku jumpa twinku, si Qeebah. sama si Jik! HAHAHAH. giler. manis.

Assalamulaikum.
Zai Jian.
xx.

stock.

2010-02-22T03:54:00.000-08:00

i need to buy more eyeliners. habis dah~ HAHAHA manakan, dipejahati. inda bejalan pun pakai. boredzz bah dirumah ani. baiktah play dress up LOL.

okay tadi webcamed with Pees for an hour labih. with Nudge also lah kirakan. inda plang nampak aku *rolls eyes. nanti udah i get my own webcam baru kami skype some more. itwas fun tho. ia tedangar aku ketawa. lol. they were gossip-ing and i heard the whole thing HAHAHAHA. but its a secret ;)

okay im sleepy now. =_= tapi mesti tahan. kan liat Master of Study karang. heh huh heh huh HEH HUHHHHHHH! HAHAHA.

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeonghi.
xx.

super saturday!

2010-02-21T00:17:00.000-08:00

current song : Finally - Wang Lee Hom.

today, i want to hear Cpop sja. no Kpop. chaiyo!

okay yesterday (20/2/10)

5A & close friends reunion party.

jimah picked me up around 1 lalu. went to Jabatan Audit first to antar her mom. we helped to bring up things upstairs. was awesome. my first time there. then her dad dropped us dapan Chill. went to Best Eastern. no one was there. i mean yang kami tau. then kami ke Bata. and then ke Best Eastern lagi. jumpa Amal, Zeh and Ain. then kami jalan. round2 the expo. jumpa Nysa and Jeerah. then naik. jumpa Memet. then jumpa si Dibah. then jumpa si Nurul pastu si Gee and Khai. pastu si Met jadi photog kajap. then jalan2. round kadai kasut apa. bla3. food court. jumpa parents si Amal and her cousins i think. or her parents punya friends. then kami makan sushi and dimsum. then kami ke McD kali. tejumpa DD before that. or the Utama Grand dulu. indaku ingat. hahaha. bah jump to the party. met Bella and Jalilah. then kami settle down. the games datang. gila lah. all 4 games crazy punya. begagar tu McD ah gerenti. HAHAHAHAHA. then kami makan. gambar2. main arah the playground. met Qaiyum. then balik. ada lion dance arah Chill. so me and jimah lalu the other way pasal jimah takut :p then kami jalan2. jimah's parents alum tlipun2. limpas dah 5.30 tu. so kami naik lah. jalan2. kami bali friendship bracelet oridi. yang lain sja lagi alum. then kami duduk HAHAHAHA kes kengalihan. then balik. siuk eh.

today (21/2/10)

went to stadium tertutup tadi. ada pesta buku ah. okay lah~~~~ then ke ICC. check out the pameran kesihatan. babah's booth ada jua so yeah. okay also lah~~~ HAHAHAHAH. pastu ke Sumbangsih Mulia. gosh, i love that place. makan. pastu balik.

current song : Everything - Wang Lee Hom. gila yo lawa :')

Assalamualaikum.
Zai Jian!
xx.

2 in 1.

2010-02-17T17:14:00.000-08:00

16/2/10

Jimah,Ain and Zeh came to my house. gila siuk. HAHAHAH begila saja wah kami ah. first, ain dulu datang. then kami dgr lagu. cari lagu baru. youtube. bla3. then jimah datang. kami nampak ada pokok tumbang di luar, so mcm banar ni kami kan mengangkat. skali inda teangkat HAHAHAH. so yeah kami biarkan sja lah. then kami naik. online. bla2. usai the frame for cg gazala. liat Abracadabra parody HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH. and i loved it! then me and jimah menari. hahaah. itwas so fun! siuk jua bedangan atu. ani tiap hari soraaaaang saja menari. T_T then kami record. zeh datang. still recording~ Ring Ding Dong, Sorry Sorry, Bad Girl, I Hate You, Again and Again. apa lagi tu ah. hahaha. wedding dress. siuk eh. bepaluh brabis. lol. then kami makan. jimah sama ain jadi pengampas lalat. beuyungan ani wah haahahah. then kami naik. online. kami buat videos. nyanyi lagu Jangan Menyerah, lagu skulah and our school's teacher's day song. zeh nyanyi, ain keyboard, jimah guitar, me beatbox. HAHAHA. siuk. then zeh nampak my comic stash and my magazine stash. all my seventeen mags si ain bawa balik. some of my comcics si zeh bawa balik. HAHAHAHA. sikit now my stashes. then balik tia~

17/2/10

came to school around 7 lalu. met Jimah, Bella and Dibah di canteen. then kedapan. brought my cupcakes. usai2 frame atu lagi. bagi ribbons and stuff. then kami ke canteen lagi. amal taisliur ayam penyet. skali nada. hahaha. then ke hall. main UNO. HAHAHA. stayed disana smpai 10 lalu. then duduk diblakang. assembly started. the new principal sporting brabis ah. like daaaaaaaaaayum. ada singing performance. lawaaaaa brabis. LAGU JANGAN MENYERAH LAGI TU EH! HAHAHAHAHA! ketawa kami atu. si zeh ikut menyanyi. then cg gazala datang. atu bedirian urang hahaha. siuk eh. pastu ia bagi speech. jalilah gave a speech too earlier. she included this line i wrote for cg. gazala. manis. haahaha. thanks love <3then the female teachers kna suruh line up the stage to besalam with cg gazala. then kami, form 5 2009. while we were up the stage, ain hugged cg gazala. pastu semua wah tarus. inda plang semua form 5. ahaha. kami kami. the crowd went "awwwwwwwww" then cg riffin suruh kami laju sikit hahaha. so kami turun. then kami hugged each other. menangis2 ni. jimah said something to amal, and amal cried. then jimah cried. T_T sedih eh. gila kali. then kami aga some teachers. then kami keluar. sir izad sama sir zimin kan record something. kami cko hai and bye. lol. then kami ckp "selamat maju jaya, masna wow yeah!" HAHAHA. siuk lah. then kami masuk. begambar2. then kami keluar. jimah, zeh and ain went home. aku dengani amal antar the card for cg hawa. then ia balik. i hung out with hanis' sister. then aku balik. boom. what an osom day. <3

today 18/2/10

i dont know what to do. i'll prolly record my cover of Tae Yang's Wedding Dress and post it up on Youtube but i dont know. liatlah moodku cmana karang. HAHAHAHA. and i am almost done with HyunA's Change. it's a bit sexy but since i don't know how to be sexy, you don't have to worry. HAHAHA. 10% lagi. and then polish2 and then record.

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeong.
xx.

Fullmetal Alchemist.

2010-02-14T17:55:00.000-08:00

i LOVE that show to the max. HAHAH. siuk wah.

okay. Saturday (13/2/10)

parents' 27th wedding anniversary.

me, Jimah, Zeh and Ain went to the Mall. Jimah picked me up. her dad dropped us off arah dapan Centrepoint hotel. went up to EuroClassic. then we went down to McDonald to book for this Saturday's reunion. Kaka Fee came from MD. saw one Jaebeom look-a-like. HAHAHA. went to the Mall's food court to eat. talked about ghost stories lol. saw one Jokwon look-a-like. then went to the shoe store next to the arcade. took my first glance of Supra Skytop II. i was deeply amazed. X_X Zeh and Ain went to the toilet arah Rizqun. me, Jimah and Kaka Fee went to Dee Jay. then ke Shabby Chic. went to Jill and Jill's to check out LG Lollipop for Jimah. awesomeeeeeee. pastu ke Shabby Chic again i think. HAHAHAHA. i don't really remember the arrangements. but basically kami ke those places, the Face Shop. GAGAGAGAGAGAGA SAW BABY RI'S LOOK-A-LIKE. ♥ ♥ ♥ obvious wah kami liat2 ia ah. lol. kami ke atu also. Butik Eilien(sp?). Kaka Fee wanted to buy a dress. we had fun. hahaha. saw one Seulong look-a-like. HAHAH korea saja lol. ohh i bought something for my mom. a sparkly bracelet. $19.90. (Y)jalan2. bla3. went to Grand Utama. print gambar. then Kaka Fee went home. me and Jimah went up to food court to meet up with her parents. ate Dim Sum. went to Jill and Jill's again. then home. otw, saw my parents. ke Gadong jua durang ah. kan tukar duit. HAHAHA. sent Jimah's mom home first because ia alum pray. then sent me home. done.

next day. Sunday(14/2/10)

mom's birthday. valentine's day. chinese new year. hahaha. ngam. parents ke miri. a day disana. honeymoon kali. entah hahaha. so yeah kami greet her pagi2 saja. then home alone tia kami. Kaka Eyah kerumah. had a Dvd marathon. was fun. then malam kami jalan. Gadong again. Iyul balum balikan my mom hadiah. so yeah he bought her a blouse. then kami ke Mall. Kaka Eyah pun alum balikan. so she bought her this Body Shop pack. lawa the wrapping. meriah Mall ah. ada performance. lol. ramai wah meliat. bikers. apakan. -.- hahaha. then kami ke McD. met my aunt. but then kami inda tia jadi makan sana. we went to London Kebab. first time tu aku sama Iyul kesana. HAHAHA. bida :p so yeah. we went to the one dakat rumah nini Mimi. kanyang. so balik. HAHAH online. bla3. slept at 11 labih.

today. Monday (15/2/10)

woke up at 7.27 AM. now Iyul is watching a show on Discovery Channel while i, shoved my headphones in, turned the volume up up up and started blogging. HAHHAHAHA.

upcoming plans :

tomorrow. Tuesday (16/2/10)

Hanis' birthday.
Jimah, Zeh, Ain, Nurul and Lyn will be coming to my house. scraping. YAY! HAHAHA.

Wednesday (17/2/10)

school. Cg.Gazala's farewell party. gonna be an awesome day for sure!

Saturday (20/2/10)

5A and Friends Reunion.

busy busy buys week. HAHAHA.

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeong.
xx.

wooooooot.

2010-02-08T07:28:00.001-08:00

today was AWESOME! went to school (SMPAPHM). met them friends. teachers. thank2 durang. bapa jimah bawa makan arah Curry House. siukkkkkkk. round2 skulah cari teachers untuk sign borang. lului. sakit kaki ku. kasut baru. pikir kan mencuba2. bawa jalan. skali rasa kan ku talangkan ada jua HAHAHAHA. then interview. bla3. ngalih ku.

I AM THE NEW E NEWS ASIA HOST. *kiraikirai. MaoYassin kaliah~~~

oh tadi i went to PTEM. im taking,

ENG LIT.
SOCIOLOGY.
PSYCHOLOGY.

jadi psycho tah ku ni. semua heavy essay subjects. mati mati. parai parai. nuhun nuhun.

Assalamualaikum
Annyeonghi.
xx.

O Results..

2010-02-06T02:55:00.000-08:00

ARE OUT! HAHAHAHAHA apakan.

i got 8 Os out of 9.

B.Melayu-A2
English-B3
Maths D-C6
Combined Science-A2
History-B3
Geography-B3
IRK-B4
POA-C6
Art-D7

Alhamdulillah. :)

and to yang lain yang pass, CONGRATULATIONS! CHUKA HAMNIDA! :D

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeonghi.
xx.

cocoa powder.

2010-02-05T03:11:00.000-08:00

okay i'm planning to bake a chocolate cake. HAHAHA my cousin's birthday is tomorrow and i want to combine her birthday with her sisters'. currently begging mom to buy cocoa powder, eggs, Confectioner's sugar and vanilla extract. atu saja yang nadaaaaaaaaaa. T_____________T sementara ku bersemangat ani baiktah.. :p

im bored. :/

sunday ada this scholarship thingy di ICC and i'll be alone. *sigh.

oh well, i might as well travel around ICC atu. manatau jumpa apa apa. hmm.

oh something happened. D:

need to talk to my girlzz.

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeonghi.
xx.

late post. dimalam patutnya ni.

2010-02-01T15:35:00.000-08:00

sorry Jiah. if you're visiting my blog today that is. hahaha. lupaku update dimalam.

Annyeonghaseyo~ ^_^

today aku awal bangun. broke my record of "holidays' wake up time". lol. 7:41 AM wah bangun ah.

Assalamualaikum.
xx.

later lagi post. psal KPOP! ♥

okay, a confession.

2010-01-30T08:23:00.000-08:00

I MISS BIG BANG! TO THE CORE!

LIKE HELL! I BET IF AKU DGR LAGU DURANG NOW, NANGIS KU NI.

......

WOOT TOO LATE, AM LISTENING TO HARU HARU

NOW. AND I'M CRYING. I KNOW I SOUND SOOOOOOO LAME. mcm,

apatah tu? inda jua durang tau

aku exist. when aku minat other celebs (western), i don't feel this way.

durang ke mana kah inda jua ku ingau. -.-

TAPI ANI! AHHHHHHHH MCM, TERASA WAH KEHILANGAN ATU.

MCM KUSUNG NI JANTUNGKU AH. BANAR. T_T SEDIH KU EH. I MISS

GD'S SMILE, I MISS TOP'S HOT EYES, I MISS TAEYANG'S SEXY BODY,

I MISS DAESUNG'S NOSE AND I MISS BABY'S EVERYTHING! OMG! I FEEL

SO MISERABLE. THERE'S A BOND FORMED BETWEEN A KPOP FAN AND HER/HIS

IDOLS. SERIOUSLY. INDA PECAYA, TRY BEING A FAN OF ONE OF THE GROUPS/ARTIST.

night.

LOL

2010-01-30T04:22:00.000-08:00

AHAHA i was on Youtube and i was learning how to clone people using Photoshop. i was like "owhh.. cmatu.. okay. okay." the problem is, HAHA I DON'T HAVE ANY PHOTOSHOP! lol eh. okay, lame time is over.

results ah.. alum jua ada. -.-

OHH STORY OF THE DAY, I THOUGHT I LOST MY STATEMENT OF ENTRY. HAHAHAH rupanya ter masuk arah my History notes. ma bad.

okay. i feel like drawing animes tonight. not real people. sorry to pending requests. request actually. hahaha. sorang saja minta lukiskan. *sigh.

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeonghi.
xx.

new youtube upload~

2010-01-29T06:33:00.000-08:00

ENJOY! ada udah comment ah. HEHEHEHAHHA i lyk toh! (Y)

Destiny (Full House OST) intro piano err.. notes?

2010-01-29T05:43:00.000-08:00

E F# G A B E B B

G A B C D E

B D C B A Gb G A B

A G Gb G A B A G E G A B

E F# G G G (leave space for one key tapi nada. geddit?:p) Gb E F#

here you go. the intro~~ RIGHT HAND ONLY LOL.

esuk kalau nada results ku aga ni ah DST ah.

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeonghi.
xx.

Bad Oppa~ (8)

2010-01-28T06:22:00.000-08:00

SNSD is my number 1 for the night AHAHAHAH. HEHEHEE. apakan.

urang ckp results ari ani. inda jua ada. kabak2 saja dari pagi smpai patang. sheesh. -.- rumours are overrated.

atu sja. 0:)

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeonghi.
xx.

it's 2.11AM and i'm still up.

2010-01-25T10:05:00.000-08:00

this is why i love Youtube. so many useful videos. :')

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeong.
xx.

Mao-ism.

2010-01-25T06:04:00.000-08:00

Seung Ri. for me.

Jo Kwon. for Nurul.

Rock On Angel. for Jimah.

okay, WORDS. HAHAHA.

you will LOL.

Currently listening to I’m Sorry I Can’t Laugh For You by 2AM. Yes, I dig that song. HAHAH even though translationnya talur. Pasal break up. Still, lawa. Hahahaha. Anywaaaaaaaaay, yeah internet k.o tadi. Like seriously. Balik2 dah ku reset modem sama router. Masih jua. Laptop pun ku restart dah. Mengapakah ya internet brunei ani. Alum pndai baiknya hahahaha.
Results are out in UK. Soon, di brunei plang tu. Hahaha. Okay. Arah facebook urang panic sudah. Last ku check. Lol. I am too. Tapi I try not to. Karang manatau mati urang meliat results. Inda cali tu ah. Nada lagi kan ku ketawakan. Mun udah mati. Nauzubillah. Aku mau after aku liat resultsku aku lumpat2. HAHAHAH apakan.
Aku ani….. kan membuat cerita nyamu… skali, ran out of ideas. HAHAHAHAHA banar. Lagu ani kali punya pasal. Lol. Entah eh. Tunggu tah moodku balik semula, ready sja for a story. Hahaha.
Last night was osomzzzzzz~ HHAHAHA goal ah zeh and jim? :p :p don’t ask why, nurul. I love you.
I miss my STJ friends already. :( it was soooooooooooooooooooo fun meeting them. Kira I was making new friends wah tu since inda semua ku kenal. Lol. Hahahaha. And it was supposed to be a ‘reunion’ what? Hahaha. Cali eh.
Dimalam aku ahir tidur. Ngam ku melimpang ngam tia anjing bising diluar. Selalu t u eh. Tangah malam atu bising tia menyalak. Ada antu tah tu. So aku me youtube lah. Liat yang cali2. HAHAHA Epic Asian Drama Parody by Bubbiosity. GILA CALI! HAHAHAHA. Nyaman ketawaku. Tapi inda dapat LOL. Urang tidur udah. HAHAHAH. Cali eh. Bloopersnya lagi tia. *wipes tears. Skali aku tidur. And aku mimpi pasal antu. Yatahtu nah cabul. Palui. Dalam mimpi atu aku kana haunt uleh antu. Bini2. O_o then apatu ah. Inda tia ku ingat. Atu sja ku ingat. Skali aku takut and I did something. or aku minta tulung kali. Pastu barutah ilang. The antu was jealous I think. I don’t remember ehh. HAHAHA
Okay aku buat this post arah Microsoft word wah banarnya. Time internet k.o ah. Hahaha. Yatah ani ni masa ku menaip this word “word” ah, apakan. Masih k.o ni internet HAHAH. Yatahkan. I was bored so I did a couple of sketches. Another Seung Ri sketch and a Jo Kwon sketch. Okay make that 3. I did a drawing. I have this message to spread to the whole world. Or at least, bloggers. Hahaha. But yeah in this drawing, none of the messages ada. Hahaha lol. Entah. I don’t know how to jadikan lukisan. Next time tah I’ll try lagi.

Bah atu sja.
Assalamualaikum.
Annyeong.
xx.

my whole life. ♥

2010-01-24T06:30:00.000-08:00

LEE SEUNG HYUN.

CHOI SEUNG HYUN.

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeonghi.
xx.

god daaaaaaaaaamn.

2010-01-23T10:02:00.000-08:00

okay i can't sleep! DOGS ARE EFFING BARKING OUTSIDE! /apa. so i decided to watch Shane DawsonTV on Youtube. guess what rendered into my 'must-watch-of-all-time' list? /Isee.

FUCK THOSE SKINNY PEOPLE, FUCK THOSE CELEBRITIES, FUCK THOSE DEAD PEOPLE WHO DIED BECAUSE OF STARVING THEMSELVES.

THIS VIDEO INSPIRED ME TO NOT TRY SO DAMN HARD TO BE PERFECT. I NEED TO EMBRACE MY FLAWS. IN THAT WAY, I AM FLAWLESS.

Quote of the day, "Imperfect Is The New Perfect."

seriously guys, PLEASE watch the video. and i hope you guys will realize something important just like i did.

oh and please go here as well. (:

and this too! what an inspiration. T__________________________________T

this song i think, is about being positive in any situation. hooo yes, i want to do that so baddddddd.

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeong.
xx.

Tadika Jaya Reunion part 1 snapshots.

2010-01-23T05:11:00.001-08:00

ME & SI FADHLI.

KAMI KAMI! ♥

SI JUAN CALLING SI FATE WHILE HOLDING BIBIE'S CAKE. (apakan) HAHA.

SI MINUR & SI WAFI.

SI FADHLI, SI NAZRI, SI AZRI (black) & SI JUAN.

SI FAKHRIYAH.

SI FADHLI.

SI SAFWANA, SI MALINA & SI WAFAA.

SI FATE & BIRTHDAY GIRL, SI BIBIE.

SI FATE.

SI YUNIE & SI FATE.

SI NAZRI.

SI JUAN.

Tadika Jaya Reunion. (part 1) / Bibie's Birthday Surprise.

2010-01-23T03:07:00.000-08:00

fathin picked me up. we went to the mall. went to dee jay pasal she wanted to buy an Easi card. then kami ke foodcourt. nampak si yunie and si nazri. so kami hang. then si fathin aga si bibie. then kami crita2. then si fathin and yunie turun mencari si asrul and si bibie punya boyfriend. but yeah inda tejumpa. then time dorang turun atu, si hazwan datang~ kami ckp hai hai hai hai then duduk. ia complain si bibie diam padahal dulu bising. si nazri pun diam tadi padahal dulu ia tah yang paling bejabir tu. si hazwan sama masih, bising jua ia tadi. lol. then datang tia si fathin, yunie, fadhli and amalina. then si wafaa and si safwanah datang. kami tamukan meja. hahaha. then crita2. ada tia si khairunnisa sama adinya. tamukan lagi another meja. thenn si azri sama si fakhriyah datang. they had a thing dulu. yeah they're cousins. HAAHHA. apakan. anyway, so kami duduk. crita2 bla3. catch up. skali aku tanya "bhapa tah ni?" HAHAH pasal mcm some becrita some diam. so yeah kami decided to watch a movie ;Toothfairy. then the guys went to the cinema. check out the time and stuff. then dorang balik semula and asked us siapa yang ikut liat siapa yang balik. so yeah basically kan semua meliat. so kami bagi duit arah si fadhli. got the tickets and then the dudes jalan again. sama si fakhriyah. dorang cari cake untuk si bibie. me and yunie ke arcade. main bball ah. twice. HAHAHAHA lol. then aku begambar sama si Jin. EHHEHEE. hot ah. then si fathin, bibie, safwanah and amalina makan. sudah atu 3.30 aku dengani si yunie turun kan ngantar kunci arah mamanya. then time kami naik escalator atu, nampak tia kami dorang 'cake-hunters' ani arah rizqun. so kami turun balik. then kan 3.45 udah. the movie starts at 3.45. then kami naik. cake damit sja kami bali psal nada yang basar yang affordable. hahaha. si hazwan i think paid. then naik.. ilang tia dorang si fathin,bibie sama si safwanah ani. kami pikir kejamban. aku plang tu pikir kejamban HAHAHA yatah nya si hazwan "si amal ani jamban saja ni pikirkannya. hahaha dari facebook sudah." lol. ia jua mulakan arah inbox atu. "bah bekumpul di jamban sja". anyway, yeah kami cari2. then si minur sama si wafi datang. yes, dress code dorang salah. si fathin pun salah. color blind anak ah. pikirnya bajunya atu warna brown rupanya grey. HAHAH. si minur pakai purple si wafi pkai grey-ish also. tapi inda papa. asal kenal. then i asked si minur sama si wafi dorang mau liat wayang or not. they discussed bla3 then dorang mau. so kami ke cinema. me and yunie denganikan dorang bali tickets. it was 3.55 time atu LOL so kami missed te first part. HAHAHAH. then ada tia dorang si fathin ani. rupanya dorang ke KBOX waaaaaah. HAHAH sampat lagi menyanyi kan 3.45 atu. lol. kami begambar ramai2. photos later. then kami masuk. hahaha. the whole J row kami saja. and K dorang the guys ambil. si nazri bahagia wah. naik kakinya ah. HAHAHA. kami liat movie~ siuk lah. liat sma kawan2 lama atu. then abis. kami keluar. aku sma si yunie kejamban. time kami kan ke cinema balik si minur sma si wafi balik. si hazwan awal balik. masa liat wayang dah. smpai tinggal wah walletnya HAHAHA nasib jua tejumpa. si wafaa and amalina balik awal also. then tinggal tia the rest. si fathin antar si bibie balik. kami crita2 luar cinema. then kami turun. si safwanah balik. si azri balik. then tinggal aku,yunie,fathin,fadhli,nazri and fakhriyah. si fadhli aga kawannya. si fathin ke atas jumpa si asrul. bataaaaaah :p si fakhriyah then ckp2 sma kawannya. aku, yunie and fadhli becakap2. hahaha. kami plan the next reunion. empire kali. then si nazri aga girlfriendnya so kami ckp bye. si fadhli balik. then ada tia si fathin sama si asrul~ hahaha manis dorang ah. then si asrul balik. kami balik. si fakhriyah balik. antar si yunie then antar aku. siuk eh. HAHAH. walaupun inda semua ku kenal, at least ada.

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee you guys. ♥

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeonghi.
xx.

PTEM Open Day.

2010-01-21T02:34:00.000-08:00

SHIZ ATU SIUK! HAHAHAHHA GILAAAAAAAAAAA! MY FUTURE SCHOOL! (AMIN). ISKI EH. JUMPA BALIK KAWAN2 LAMA AND CURRENT. T_T AHAHAHAHAH FINALLY JUMPA SI ROY! NASIB JUA NAMPAK. HAHAHAHAHA. :P MISS YOU ALREADY, ROY. INDA SMPAT BEGAMBAR. SORRY AKU CAPS LOCK. ISKI MASIH. TAPI THE PAPERS YANG BAKAS KU COLLECT DARI THE BOOTHS ILANG. WOOOOOOOOT. INDA LAGI KU SAMPAT BACA TU EH. -.-

ANYWAY, YEAH. IT WAS ONE HELL OF AN AFTERNOON. WENT THERE WITH JIMAH. BEFORE THAT MAKAN WITH HER DAD DI ISKANDAR CURRY HOUSE. THEN KE PTEM. RAMAI KAMI JUMPA. AND THEN ABANG SI JIMAH JADI TOUR GUIDE. SKALI BEPACAH TIA. SI LYN BAWA AKU ARAH ENGLISH LIT. THEN ARAH ENGLISH A.S AND GP. THEN KE CAREER THINGY. SORRY TO SAY THIS BUT SHE WASN'T MUCH HELP. :( SORRYYYYYY. MCM, I DIDN'T GET ANYTHING FROM THAT DISCUSSION. INDA PAPA LAH, IM GONNA SEE UNCLE ALI YUSRI ALSO MEH AFTER DAPAT RESULTS. HEHEHE. LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT. AND THENN ME, LYN AND NURUL WENT TO THE LABS. I WASN'T FEELING IT. PASAL I'M NOT INTERESTED. CHEM WAS SIUK THO. HAHAHA. "BURNING MONEYYYYYYY!" HAHAHA. LOL. APAKAN.

OHHH BEFORE KE LABS KAMI KE ART STUDIO! GILAAAAAAAA! MEREMANG BULU ROMA KU TARUS. IT'S MY DREAM ROOM. WELL, ATU UPPER 6 PUNYA ROOM PLANG. HAHAHAH LOL. YANG LOWER INDA KU AGA. I BET KAN SAMA LAH. I THINK. :P THEN KE JAMBAN. MCM ARAH KADAI JAMBANNYA AHH. HAHAHAH. BANYAK CUBICLE. THENN TURUN. SI LYN BALIK. NURUL WANTED TO GO TO THE HISTORY ROOM BUT KEN KEN AGA ME AND TOLD ME JIMAH WAS LOOKING FOR ME. SO YEAH, NURUL WENT TO THE HISTORY ROOM WITH OUR EX-SENIOR DI MASNA. I WENT TO THE CANTEEN WITH KEN KEN. THEN KAMI LEPAK. GAMBAR2. SKALI SI NURUL BALIK SEMULA KE CANTEEN. SKALI KAMI KNA BAGI CERAMAH OLEH DR SOMETHING I FORGOT. ABOUT THE COMMUNITY OF BRUNEI. KENAPA URANG BANYAK MENGANGGUR AND STUFF. IT WAS INSPIRING. T_T THEN JIMAH SPOTTED CG GAZALA. SO WE RAN TO HER. RUPANYA SHE WAS TALKING TO PTEM'S PRINCIPAL. HAHAHA. WE SALAM2. BLA3. YEAH IT WAS AWESOME.

MUSIC CLUB BUAT PERFORMANCE TADI. SAW ARIF. AS IN ARIFAIE DI TANGGA BECAKAP2 SAMA KAWAN2NYA. NASIB JUA IA KENAL MASIH. I MISS THAT DUDE. THEN KAMI AGA CCA BOARD. I PICKED MUSIC, DRAMA AND ENERGY CLUB. LYN KAN JOIN GOLF AH I WAS LIKE "WHUT?" HAHAHA. WHATEVER LAH. ASAL BAHAGIA.

THEN BALIK, KE RUMAH JIMAH DI KAPOK. LAWAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :) SUKA KU. THEN KE LA MEE CELEBRATE HER MOM'S BIRTHDAY. :D THEN BALIK.

GAHH, WHAT A TIRING YET FUN DAY. CUBATAH DARI PAGI. :P BARU PUAS. LOL. I CANT WAIT FOR THE RESULTS TO BE OUT. I HOPE I CAN GO TO FORM 6! AMINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeong.
xx.

Dunia Dicipta Dengan Penuh Gembira II ♥

2010-01-17T03:02:00.001-08:00

okay time for a comic story!! *drum rolls.

the first book totally sucked. i like the second one so much better.

basically its all about this affair a student has with her teacher. she didn't know that he was her teacher when she liked him tapinya. so yeah, these books tell us about how they struggled and made sacrifices to maintain their relationship.

okay first chapter of the second book. *clears throat. Bismillah.

okay rules first. HAHAH if i type like "A : ..." ertinya A becakap. if i type "A thinks ..." ertinya ia becakap dalam hati. clear? okay. here goes.

characters : Kanae Miyakuni(Cik Muda and Eiji's Girlfriend), Eiji Morihara(Kanae's English Teacher and Her Boyfriend), Misato Onda(Kanae's Bestfriend), Kanae's mom and Kanae's Dad.

the first chapter of this book is actually the 4th chapter of both books.

CHAPTER 4

Hari Jadi Cik Muda.

Kanae thinks : "Sekarang ni aku tengah tunggu panggilan telefon."

Kanae remembers what Eiji said to her : "Awak mesti naik tren yang sama waktu dengan saya."

during that scene..

Kanae : "tapi.. mana saya tau tren awak pukul berapa. kenalah periksa dulu."

Eiji : "ah..yakah.."

Eiji looks at the ground shyly.

Eiji : "okaylah, malam ni saya call awak."

back to reality..

Kanae freaked out while slapping her pillow excitedly screaming, "KYAAA!!"

Kanae thinks : "Aku patut bersabar dan jangan cuba hubungi dia. jangan emel pun."

Kanae thinks again : "Ah..gembiranya aku! gembira sangat!"

suddenly her phone rang. she was startled.

it's an email from her dad.

[subject]
papa ni!

[body]
hari jadi kamu dah dekat kan? papa ada belikan hadiah untuk kamu tau. tak lama lagi bila papa balik ke jepun, nak makan besama tak nanti? minta izin mama dengan atuk dulu ya!

Kanae thinks : "Eh..? hari jadi aku ke?"

she looked at her calendar and realized that it IS her birthday.

she imagined her and Eiji on a dinner date which for her is likely not to come true.

Kanae thinks : "tapi.. tu kan hari jadi aku. aku nak kami celebrate bersama walaupun sekejap. boleh ke aku cakap kat dia camtu?"

"sebab hari tu hari jadi aku, aku nak habiskan masa berdua je dengan dia. walaupun sekejap..."

and she dozed off.

her phone rang again. this time, she hesitantly woke up with saliva coming out of her mouth.

Kanae : "helo..."

Eiji : "ah.. saya ni."

Kanae got alerted and sat up straight.

Eiji : "maaf, lambat call. ada kawan saya call pulak tadi."

Kanae : "tak.. takpelah. takpe."

Eiji : "oh ya, awak nak tau pasal masa perjalanan tren tu kan? tren saya akan sampai kat stesen awak pukul 7.45."

Kanae : "oh, okey. ya, saya akan naik tren yang tu."

Eiji : "..."

Kanae : "er..? kenapa ni?"

Eiji : "takde apa-apa la.. dah lama tak berbual dalam henfon."

Kanae's heart beat fastened.

Kanae thinks : "Hah, inilah peluang aku. cepat cakap pasal hari jadi tu! cakap juga pasal nak bersama dengan dia."

she struggled to find the courage to ask Eiji.

Kanae : "ahh.. err.."

Eiji interrupted her oh so stupid-ish moments.

Eiji : "h ya, cakap pasal dah lama ni.. tadi ada kawan dari lapangan ski call saya."

Kanae : "eh..?!"

Eiji : "dia kata nak datang sini masa cuti nanti."

Kanae froze.

Kanae : "err, dia cuti dari 29 hari bulan ke..?"

29th is her birthday.

Eiji : "ya, dari 29 hari bulan. diorang datang satu group.tak ramai, adalah dalam 4 orang.. *laughs*"

Kanae : "yakah......" while mourning over the fact that Eiji won't be there during her birthday.

they both hung up after saying goodbye and Kanae ended up depressed.

she decided to go downstairs instead.

Kanae thinks : "apa nak buat, kawan dia yang dah lama tak jumpa nak datang pulak.."

one of her maids : "Cik Muda Kanae. ada panggilan dari Tuan untuk Cik Muda."

Kanae : "Papa?"

she thinks : "papa dah emel, kata nak balik ke Jepun. tak sabarnya nak jumpa dia~"

Kanae's mom answered the phone before her : "tak payah la awak nak berlagak seperti papa dia sekarang. Kanae pun dah besar. dia takkan suka keluar makan dengan awak pada hari jadinya."

she hung up.

Kanae's parents have been divorced due to her father's lack of responsibility.

Kanae shouted : "MAMA!! panggilan dari papa, bukankah itu untuk saya?!"

her mom butted in without even listening to a word she said : "ah, Kanae. 29 haribulan nanti ama dengan atuk sibuk dengan kerja. tapi mama dah buat tempahan restoran pada 30 haribulan. kita sambut pada hari tu je pun takpe kan? hadiah pun mama bagi pada hari tu je la. kamu nak apa? orang tua tu asyik nak bagi kamu patung beruang je. selalu layan kamu macam budak kecik kan, Kanae?"

Kanae : "mama.. kan saya memang suka patung beruang?" she put a lot of stress onto the word 'kan'.

she ran back to her room, threw her pillow. she was mad. she would never understand her mother's attitude.

the next day.

"Stesen Umezono.. Stesen Umezono.."

Kanae entered the train while searching for Eiji. she spotted him and they smiled at each other. Kanae stayed at the other side while Eiji stayed at his side of the train. in front of Kanae was a man and his son. it reminded her of her dad and she put on a sad face after that. Eiji saw her expression and he couldn't help but wonder why she was sad.

on the 29th.

one of her maid came into her room : "Cik Muda Kanae. selamat harijadi! ada hadiah sampai untuk cik!"

it's a present from her dad. a limited edition teddy bear dressed up as a penguin. she tried to buy it last year but didn't have the time. there was also a letter from her dad asking her to come over to his hotel the next day (30th).

the next day.

she sneaked out of the house while her mom and grandfather were still not home just to meet her dad. it was night time when she sneaked out so you can imagine the horror. while walking, she heard footsteps following hers. she felt like someone's following her so she decided to run for it. she ran for her life and hid beside a trash can while placing her hand on her mouth so the follower won't be able to hear her breathing heavily. the follower was a dude. he passed by the trash can while looking around for Kanae. Kanae couldn't distinguish who he was so she got more scared. she called Eiji. after a few minutes, Eiji came.

Eiji : "Kanae!"

Kanae got startled and ran to him. she hugged him and he hugged her back, shyly.

Eiji : "awak okey ke?"

Kanae : "ya.."

Eiji : "mana orang yang ikut awak tu?!"

Kanae : "entah, mungkin dia dah pergi.. ma.. maaf sebab call awak masa kawan-kawan awak datang melawat.."

Eiji knocked her head and said : "saya yang bermasalah kalau awak tak call, tau tak! mereka cuma kawan biasa!!"

Kanae's face turned red as she tried to say thank you to him.

Eiji : "apa yang awak buat kat tempat macam ni malam-malam buta ni?? bahaya tau tak!"

Kanae explained to him about her birthday and about her meeting her dad. Eiji got shocked because he didn't know that yesterday was her birthday. Kanae tried to explain to him about the plans with her mom and grandfather and also her plans with her dad and the reason she sneaked out of the house. Eiji refused to accept it but tried to understand the whole divorce thing at the same time. Kanae told him that her dad will be leaving Japan again tomorrow so she only has today. Eiji understood but he wouldn't look at Kanae. Kanae thought that Eiji must've summed up all of her actions as selfish but she couldn't help it. she really wanted to see her dad.

Eiji asked her which hotel her dad is staying in and she said it's the Royal Blue hotel. Eiji got up and told Kanae that she should see her dad at that moment rather than stalling anymore longer until her mom and grandfather gets back home. Kanae asked Eiji if it was really okay because of his friends visit and stuff and Eiji reassured her that it was fine. Kanae felt relieved because all of her disappointments are starting to fade away and she really wanted to see her dad and tell him how much she loves Eiji.

at the hotel, Eiji asked Kanae if her dad was there. Kanae wasn't sure herself so she tried to call him while thinking of how much time she had left to see her dad. at 11 O clock she has to go back to her house. Eiji told her that as her teacher, he could cover her up for tomorrow's school day because he really wanted her to spend as much time as she could with her dad. Eiji said that he would wait outside of the hotel because people were staring at them but Kanae decided to wait outside with him as well. so they waited outside, Kanae was happy but Eiji was kinda annoyed because what the hell was she doing outside when she was supposed to be inside looking for her dad. when he turned his head to look at Kanae, at the same time Kanae turned hers. they stared into each other's eyes and slowly heading for a kiss when suddenly, Kanae's phone rang. it was her dad. Eiji got even more flustered. Kanae saw her dad and ran to him and Eiji tagged along. She hugged her dad. her dad giggled because she's just turned 18 and still she acts like a kid. her dad realized the presence of another person there and asked Kanae who Eiji was. Eiji introduced himself as Kanae's English teacher and not as her boyfriend. her dad looked surprised. she told her dad that she got there with Eiji's assistance. her dad bowed to Eiji, asking him to take care of her daughter for him. Eiji nodded.

on their way back home, Eiji told Kanae that he thinks that her dad knows what's going on between them. Kanae was so happy she didn't realize what he was talking about. then, remembering the fact that Kanae didn't tell him about her birthday, Eiji got mad again. he was mad because he couldn't do anything for her birthday. Kanae grabbed Eiji's hand softly and told him that she didn't want anything from him. just spending the day with him made her happy. she said that Eiji would always spend time with her and take care of her and that was THE BEST gift for her. Eiji's eyes went wide and he was speechless. his face went bright red but he tried to cover it with his other hand. Kanae asked him what was wrong.

Eiji : "awak ni.. memang.."

he pulled off Kanae's hat and kissed her. Kanae was shocked but then she indulged in the heavenly feeling of kissing.

Eiji hugged her tight and greeted her happy birthday.

Kanae thinks : "aku rasa bahagia.. aku rasa begitu bahagia hingga lupa segala-galanya. aku sangat bahagia"

OKAY SO THAT'S THE 4TH CHAPTER :D panjang ah. baik plang ku buat semua story form instead of mcm script atu. biar tia eh :p \

i hope you guys enjoyed it as much as i enjoyed reading the whole book. :)

and sorry about the grammar mistakes. i know that there are A LOT. tenses and stuff. but ngalih wah ku kan menggorect. HAHAHAHA.

Assalamualaikum.
Annyeong.
xx.

sadness and sorrow.

2010-01-15T06:11:00.000-08:00

that song *wipes tears* really brings back memories of watching Naruto. T_T the song that was played when Haku and Zaibuzan died. eventhough si Zai jahat, still.. :'( sedih eh. menangis ku. gahhhhhhhhh!

currently chatting with Jik, Jimah, Nurul and Najmie. 2 Js 2 Ns.

okay atu sja.
Assalamualaikum.
annyeonghi.
xx.

neorul saranghae, chingu ni.

2010-01-14T06:59:00.000-08:00

okay. i am currently having a heart-to-heart conversation with Jimah, Nurul and Zeh. yes, they are my favourite people now. saranghae~

Jimah, you are the bestest bestest BEASTLIEST bestfriend anyone could ever dream of having. and to those who dream of having a bestfriend like her, i pity you all. i got her already. *bawa lari. HAHAH. i've known you since 2005. tani start to get close pasal PhD. lol. Pakistan Housewives/Housewife Department. HAHAHHA i miss that. and then form 2. DeToNaToRz_536 was established. 5th March 2006. containing you, me, Amal, Dd and Gee. *sigh. wonderful bunch. i love you, jim. ♥ then form 3. HAHAH i think masa form 3. apa tu ah. yang ramai ani wah geng. start be puak puak. MENTAL CREW! HAHAHA LOL. siapa sja yang gila, masuk. HAHAH. siuk eh. then form 4. i got separated from you guys. i cried my eyeballs out when i knew my results di KK. dalam krita lagi tu eh. not because i didnt get what i wanted, because i knew i will be in a different class dari kamu. then form 5. our senior year. gila. bittersweet memories BANAR. lol dont wanna mention any. just mentioned everything tadi arah the conver.

okay now dorang becakap psal guys and im blogging. -.-

Nurul, you ah. never in my whole life, have i ever met anyone like you. crazy, bubbly, fun, annoying, bangang, understanding BUT UTAK GELIGA! as in clever. you're like a robot. hahaha. you are an amazing bestfriend. it's like i dont even know how to describe you. you're just wonderful. the heavens sent you. lol. that was what Jandi said about Jihu. anyway, yeah. i love you to bits, babe. ♥ i met you masa 2006. right? yatah. cali. hahah apakan. kau malar kna buli. :p form 3. si yunie masuk, kau show kan ia around. form 4, tani satu class. sat together sama hanis and fidah. dorang klaie, tani chill. form 5, tani fav students Mr David. i miss that guy.

Zeh, sayang, you're amazing. you can crack jokes instantly! hahaha. that's what i love about you. you're so lovable i just wanna hug you all day. ♥. you stand up for what's right and that makes you so cool! yes you. cool. dorang inda cool. :p i don't mean yang dua urang diatas atu. hahaha :p tani semua cool. you're like my sunshine. you selalu ketawa and bising which is like a slapping for me to come back to reality if aku angan2. hahaha. watching you being silly makes me smile. :) i knew you dari 2005 also. inda rapat. form 2, building that friendship. form 3, geng. loveyou. form 4, prs convention, had tonssss of fun! i miss those times. form 5, was always searching for you. hahaha. banar. i love you zeh.

Bella, you're like this gun that turned into a flower. i knew you dari 2003 udah. HAHAH. yeah. tani ugama sama2. you were a bully masa dulu. form 1, you went to smpaphm. inda bekawan. form 2, starting to. form 3, mental crew, geng. hahah. form 4, bestfriend and until form 5 and until now. i love you to the max belle. im glad you're not like your old self anymore. :) and what happened in the past is gone. you have a new life now. ♥. you immediately clicked with me and jimah when you minat kpop (Y) i love it when you tell us your feelings. :) makes us feel a lot closer to you. saranghae.

Roy, aku inda tau kenapa tani inda pernah becakap masa 2003 and 2004. yes aku tau kau mcm aku tau si bella. hahaha. anyway yeah. masa kan belawan game Burnout saja ku becakap sama kau. AHAHAHA. you were called Kek Roll dulu. i still remember :p 2005, ujung tahun baru tah contact balik with ex pggmb-ians. dorang si Qiah gave me emails and yours ada jua. so aku add semua. kau sama the girls yang selalu online. so we started chatting. catching up bla3. 2006, closer. invited jimah into our conver. start tia the whole BLUELOVER thing. /apa. i got punk'd by you two. 2007, ah. tani 3 got closer and closer. 2008, same thing. 2009, JRM! HEHE. Jim Roy Mao. awwh. and now 2010, planning to have the first JRM meet di PTEM nanti. AMIN!. loveyou, Roy. ♥

okay atu saja. dorang atu lancar tu chatting. aku wah ketinggalan.

Assalamualaikum.
annyeonghi.
xx.

sesange seorijilleo i love you, neul saranghandago.

2010-01-13T23:32:00.000-08:00

i love that song! HAHAH. anyway, i just finished watching BOF. for the second time. masih sparknya atu sama HAHAH. towards the end atu, menangis tia ku lol.

i feel like curling my hair again today. hmm. the weather outside is just too dull. -.- it makes me wanna sleep all day long. *sigh. need to clean up my room a bit. mom brought home a big box for me to put my unwanted stuff in. now i just have to figure out which stuff to throw away. i love my things. although, i've never taken good care of them, i still love them. HEHE.

last night was kinda... emo for me. i have no idea why. was on msn when suddenly, the internet got cut off. pasal hujan. yeah, i hate it when it rains while im having fun chatting. it's like you got killed while having the best conversation of your life. was chatting with Jimah, Jik and Roy tu when the internet got cut off.

after i was back online, suddenly, i lost my mood. entah i don't know why. when i think back, it wasn't because of the internet got cut off. it must've been because of something else. i still don't know why until now. anyway, i've gained back my mood now but i am in no mood to talk about kpop, JIMAH. :p miane.

okay. that's it.
Assalamualaikum.
annyeong.
xx.

almost paradise~

2010-01-12T02:53:00.000-08:00

HAHAH currently watching Boys Over Flowers, AGAIN. lol. episode 7 done. tomorrow continue episode 8 and so on HAHAH.

gooooooooooooooooooood im so lazy to update. -.-

Assalamualaikum.
xx.

ne sarangeun~

2010-01-11T03:00:00.000-08:00

HOKAY. i've pulled myself together again and now im ME. apakan. hmm aku suka si KIM HYUNG JOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON from SS501. yeah. the maknae. the hot and tall maknae. HHEHEHEHEHE.

atu saja eh. lately makin malas ku kan blogging. -.-

Assalamualaikum.
xx.

new face.

2010-01-10T00:27:00.000-08:00

okay, as you can see. new layout. hahaha BIG BANG!

tadi pagi went to Hua Huo Tanjung Bunut. had TONS OF FUN! hahaha. i was testing out my new pair of straight-cut jeans and well, it seems that i need to buy a belt. it kept on sliding down and i looked like some hip-hop wannabe most of the time tadi lol.

bought some groceries. bought myself a new Sunsilk Hair Treatment Cream. digging the smell. HAHAHA. i need something for my face now. -.- face masks would be nice.. MOM. :p

next week, there's a PTEM Open Day and that day will prolly be JRM's first meet. and that is IF Roy inda betapuk from us. :p

okaay, that is all for today. karang malam ke Yayasan maybe~ :D

Assalamualaikum.

entah mengapa sakit hatiku. pedih. pahit. masam. tawar.

2010-01-09T07:54:00.000-08:00

sandi eh. inda pandai bisai wah love story ku ani HAHAHA.

bah atu saja for tonight.
esuk saja.

ooh abang just got home. i hope Ranbaku won tonight's match.

Assalamualaikum.
xx.

Park Bom Lee ♥

2010-01-08T20:39:00.000-08:00

annyeong~ ^^

okay i am officially a MEGA HUGE fan of hers! HAHAH unnie~ you are so pretty~ lol.

menangis ku meliat. HAHA. T_T

tu. cute ah. daaaaamn! HAHAH. ia punya pout damit wah yatah cuterrr! her eyes lagi tu. dreamy. dang it. bali fake lashes jua ku karang ni eh. HAHAHAHA.

okay, malam karang tahlil arah nini! YAY! i miss my cousins!

Assalamualaikum.
xx.

i don't like this.

2010-01-08T06:24:00.000-08:00

BETAPA SANANGNYA AKU SUKA URANG~ YA ALLAH! sedih ku cmani ani eh.

i bought a comic book masa di KK and her story is the same as mine ani ni. she likes guys so easily. she'd always confess whoever she likes that instant jua. lol jua tu. i mean, even her sister kata cubatah try to get to know him first. then ada this dude arah skulahnya lah. genius tapi ego. biasalah tu. anyway, yatah the girl ani ada mimpi wah pasal this "Peko" girl in this little village where ada celebration was held that time. skali ia minta tolong arah the dude lah to searchkan apa the celebration is about. "Sagichou" festival. then dorang aga village lah and rupa2nya ada her dad punya sister tinggal sana. so ia sama the dude kesana. skali udah sampai arah rumah auntienya atu, auntnya atu kata "pipimu merah mcm bebola, sama mcm nek Peko." so ia ter click lah. Peko was the girl in her dream atu. so ia rush arah the dude "Imai" namanya. ia guau lah ia ter ingat semulah her dream tapi inda semua. so dorang dua keluar and ada banyak "tanzaku" begantungan. tanzaku ani mcm colored papers. yeah. skali dorang sampai arah this road lah where in her dream atu, si Peko will always walk there after school pasal ia ada suka this dude. skali ada tia ngam a dude melintas the girl ani (in reality). tapi peliatannya mcm the dude yang si Peko suka atu. cute yaw. but rupanya it was just a kid. tapi rambutnya sama plang. so the girl tanyalah, "adik, nenek adik masih ada tak?" the kid balas "ada. tapi dia dah tua sekarang. pelik sket." then dorang ke rumah the kid lah. and sudah the nenek keluar, ia tarus cakap "eh! kau!" then tarus2 wah the girl ani menangis. its like her nenek Peko went into her dreams to gtau the girl to sampaikan hajatnya or something. yeah, it's a very very sad story. menangis ku kaliah HAHAHA. lol. oh and btw, the dude yang si Peko suka atu tepaksa ke Osaka so yeah. si Peko meninggal sebelum sampat jumpa the dude lagi. T___________T sedih jua tu yawwwwwwww!! si Peko ani pemalu hantap kalau sama lelaki except for this guy ia biasa sudah AND he likes her. tapi she likes yang sorang atu. so yeah.

The End. aku kan ceritakan eh semua comics yang ku ada. AHHAHA kalau ku rajin. lol.

anyway, yeah aku rasa aku ada suka urang. :S

Assalamualaikum.
xx.

RESOLUTIONS FOR 2010.

2010-01-06T21:41:00.000-08:00

1. Lose Weight, Get Fit, Look & Feel Great
2. study hard
3. be positive
4. be a better friend that is always there
5. see the best in people no matter what they say or do
6. don't get too addicted to anything
7. think creatively
8. pakai tudung kalau bejalan
9. take good care of my skin and hair
10.find a boyfriend
11.be a better dancer
12.don't study at the last minute for any tests or whatever (unless the test is on the next day)
13.be girlier
14.don't fight with si iyul and abang
15.jgn jadi ganas
16.be inspired and motivated all the time (if i can)
17.smile selalu
18.belajar main guitar and piano
19.don't trust guys so easily (based on an experience)
20.don't hate people because it is an ugly feeling

20 yo 20. HAHAHA lol.

oh and ALLKPOP's new layout is somehow confusing a bit. HAHAHA. tapi rugged lah.

here's a photo of abang and his girlfriend, kaka Eyah. the baby atu i don't know siapa punya. i think her anak buah.

Assalamualaikum.
xx.

we'll meet again, our love will never die.

2010-01-06T07:59:00.000-08:00

S: Sheny
A: Annie
T: Tenzin

T: no matter what happens
even when the sky's falling down
i'll promise you
that i'll never let you go

SA: oh oh oh
oh oh oh
oh oh oh
yeah yeah yeahhhh

T: you so indescribable
don't know how you manage to keep me fascinated
with your smile and eyes that seem to glow
S: and you the way you stare at me
could melt my heart and warm my soul
bring me happiness and so much love i will forever feel whole

A: Once, it took only just once to fall hopelessly for you but no regrets cuz you've never let me down
Tonight, tonight will be the night we link our lives together our paths turn to one. I'm coming for your love.

T: you and i together it just feels so right
with every passing minute time stops its tracks like a century could have gone by
you and i together watching each morning's sunrise
though you gotta say goodbye
but we'll meet again our love won't ever die

S: life so short and yet so sweet
though it's full of hardships. i know with you by my side.
i can look past all the hate and lies
A:love everlasting love
cross the boundaries of life and death. love has no death.
i promise you that i'll be right here baby

T: Once, it took only just once to fall hopelessly for you but no regrets cuz you've never let me down
Tonight, tonight will be the night we link our lives together our paths turn to one. I'm coming for your love.

S: you and i together it just feels so right
with every passing minute time stops its tracks like a century could have gone by
you and i together counting stars up in the sky
though you gotta say goodbye
but we'll meet again our love won't ever die

A:the day you forever closed your eyes
didnt shed a tear my eyes were dry
cuz i know every night i drift off to sleep we'll be together in my dreams

T:the sound of your voice still resonates on
endless melodies that can be sung
your the only one and i'll be there for you baby

A: you and i together it just feels so right
with every passing minute time stops its tracks like a century could have gone by
you and i together drawing rainbows in the sky
though you had to say goodbye
we have met again cuz our love has never died

A: oh oh oh~~
T:just you and i
forever and ever...

Explanation:
The lyrics tell the life of a couple..

The 1st third of the song signifies when guy and girl fall in love.

"Tonight, tonight will be the night we link our lives together our paths turn to one. I'm coming for your love."
Is when they get married.

The chorus holds a different line for each stage of their relationship.
The 1st chorus has them watching the sunrise together.
Thats when the man's illness began.

The 2nd third of the song talks about how the couple's perspective of life and love has changed after learning of the man's illness.

The 2nd chorus holds the line
"counting stars up in the sky"
That signifies the last days of the man's life.

The bridge is when the man passes away from his terminal illness.
Though he is gone his wife does still stays faithful to him.

The last chorus holds the lines
"you and i together drawing rainbows in the sky
though you had to say goodbye
we have met again cuz our love has never died"

This signifies that the woman has returned to her husbands side in heaven as they are "drawing rainbows in the sky"

I CRIED!!

exactly 12 midnight, i cried. T_T

happy birthday to Qiah and Teacher Mazlina! :D

okay. gtg now.

Assalamualaikum.
xx.

bubzbeauty post 2.

2010-01-05T20:25:00.000-08:00

this is good stuff, good stuff. HAHAHA. this is the video i told you about in my last post.

i did this hairdo yesterday while cleaning my room. HAHAH. i like it. it does make my hair look longer and choppier. :D try it out.

T_T you inspire me. beautiful soul! BEAUTIFUL SOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUL! D: FUCK YOU, JUDGMENTAL PEOPLE! FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK YOUUHUUUU! emo. HAHAHA.

off to msn.
later.

Assalamualaikum.
xx.

Bubzbeauty post.

2010-01-05T07:09:00.000-08:00

ohmygod she is awesome! she's inspired me to do anything! i cleaned my room while listening to her. she's not a singer or anything. (although she did sing in a couple of her vids..) HAHA. she's this really mega awesome Irish-Chinese girl who created a Youtube account to share tips on beauty, hair, facial, art, dancing and art. < all of my faves. ;p i downloaded one of her vids (The Secret To Clear Skin). imagine tia, dari pagi smpai ani aku dgr balikkkkkk balik ia becakap. i even hafal-ed some of her lines. HAHAHA lol. she shared really really useful tips in that video. plus her horrifying experience with acne, hell yeah im not afraid to try out her recommendations.

okay i havent been on msn dari tadi. jimah menunggu ni time ani. watched Taming Of The Heir tadi. 9-10pm. siukkkk! T_T Wu Ondal. ♥ oh oh tadi ada orang pasang Parabola dirumah. HHAHAH. indooooooooon. crita korea pun indon. turned off ku tarus. HAHAHA.

here's a picture of my checkered shirts. im gonna stop buying those kinds. HAHAH. mcm, too common. i wanna be different. 8)

okay im gonna go on msn now. its almost midnight.

Assalamualaikum.
xx.

will post up the Bubz video i downloaded in my next post.
just downloaded TweetDeck this morning. awesome. inda payah log in arah twitter.com. tarus saja. (Y) im addicted to Twitter now. HAHAHA lol.

my version of Park Bom's look.

2010-01-04T00:39:00.000-08:00

i'm new to using Liquid Eyeliners. AHAHAH. banyak kali try wah tadi. lol. i cried too. pasal ter poke my eye. tajam lagi tu the tip of the brush. -.- sandi~ sandi.

HAHAHA okaaaaaay. hm aku suka ia lagi. AF ♥. si jimah SH. :p :p *pokes.

currently getting ready to jog. as a warm up ex, i'm gonna dance to Replay (Boomtrack version) and also Ring Ding Dong.

laters~
Assalamualaikum. :)

xx.

*kicks 2009, hugs 2010.

2010-01-02T01:09:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 2010!!!!

how's it hanging? batah dah inda ku post apa2 in this shabby blog of mine. HEHEX. i miss my friends now. tadi jumpa Jimah~~ HEHE. and si Pipah, si Syahreen and so on.

oh my counselor said that usually the O results will be out ujung January. :D im excited!!! HAHAH kami tadi browse thru Laptops sudah. HHMHMH. atupun kalau 8 Os. mun inda, indalah dapat. /rain.

i bought 2 checkered t shirts. will post the photo soon. and i carved a ring for $5. "♥ Amal Yassin ♥" cool right?? HAHAHA lol puji diri sendiri.

OKAY resolutionzzzzzz!

1.kurus.
2.tinggi.
3.handal menari.
4.rajin2 blajar.
5.jadi kawan and anak yang superr gitu~
6.handal melukis/painting.
7.get girlier.
8.be organized.
9.blajar main gitar.
10.try not to over ikut2kan style urang.
11.try not to be TOO obsessed with Kpop. srsly. karang menganggu~ HAHHA.
12.drink 8 glasses of water a day for glowy skin. HEHE.

atu sja dulu. HAHA. apakan.

New Year's Eve was awesome~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ my family and the cousins went to Pantai TUngku to celebrate. as usual. every year mesti sana. siuk lahhh! the best prasanku. ♥.

i find that video really really REALLYYYYYYYYYYYYY sweet. sorry kaka Fee. :p

now im off to jog.

xx.
Assalamualaikum.

I LOL'D LIKE CRAZY!

2009-12-24T07:29:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! OHMYGOD! YOU GUYS HAVE TO WATCH THIS!!!! SERIOUSLY! RUGI KALAU INDA! SHE DID ALL THIS BY HERSELF! YOU ROCK, BUBZ!

gila menangis wah ku ketawa. x'D

im off to bed, SMILING. crazy.

Assalamualaikum.
xx.

Valentine Tango.

2009-12-24T03:42:00.000-08:00

oh my. the way they danced. damn! tunggu tah aku kurus and have a boyfriend, mau ku ni menari cmani. except for the part yang ia angkat kaki atu. i cant straighten my legs kalau on air HAHAH. banar!

okay was watching KEEPING UP WITH THE KARDASHIANS MARATHON tadi. gila kali i was in 'heaven'. HAHAHA i love watching that show! the Kardashians are just so............ cool. i mean, they fight but they're still there for each other. i just feel so envious of them. HAHAHA.

okaaay.
xx. SAKIT PARUTKU! i've been going to the toilet tons of time. diarrhea yo.

Assalamualaikum.

my fav hollywood couple.

2009-12-24T01:44:00.000-08:00

Kourtney Kardashian + Scott Disick.

they've had their ons and offs but in the end, they got married. you two are so cute! HAHAHA. i bet your baby's gonna be adorable.

xx.

New Classic.

2009-12-23T17:29:00.000-08:00

I AM LIKE, SO ADDICTED TO THE MOVIE! D: it's a musical. singing + dancing. who wouldn't be addicted?????????

Mrs Key is coming home today!! i miss herrrrrr.

Andrew Seeley's New Classic (Acoustic Ver.) dedicated to Selena Gomez (Mary).

Andrew(Joey Parker) : If you're listening, Mary, this is for you.

Whoa, Whoa.
i'm trying to say it right.
been rehearsing this all night.
and i had the words planned out.
but now nothing's coming out.
cause you're like a movie star.
i lose track of where we are.
i know it sounds so cliche.
but you take my breath away.

when we're together.
i feel like i've known you forever.
exciting, familiar but new.

*now i know that no one else would do.
all that i knew.
nothing was true.
until i met you.

*no one else i see.
the one that sees me.
for what i can be.
it's in everything you do.
i think i found a New Classic in you.

it's become so hard.
for me to be surprised.
but you're bringing the real me.
no judgment in your eyes.

when i dance with you.
that's how i speak the truth.
it was just Classic when we met.
and how you made me move.

repeat * and *

i think i found a New Classic in you.(oh,oh)
i found a New Classic in you. (oh,oh)
i found a New Classic in you. (oh,oh)
i found a New Classic in you. (oh,oh) < annoying jua ah. -.-

Andrew's the voice of Troy arah HSM1. HAHAHA. he's cute. sadang. :p

okaaaaay, Assalamualaikum.

xx.

.......

2009-12-22T04:43:00.000-08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY, SICK. :( 37.5'C. night everybody.

Assalamualaikum.

xx.

HELLO!

2009-12-21T19:28:00.001-08:00

as you can see, i've changed my layout. HAHA. i wanna masukkan as many photos of Seung Ri as i can. :p :p

okay later i'm gonna watch Avatar. currently, Jimah is hell mad pasal her abang blocked Youtube. D: bad move, Mali. baaaaaad move.

xx.
MAORI. ♥

you're my paradise.

2009-12-21T06:10:00.001-08:00

Assalamualaikum.

my sayangs. :) i love you both to bits and pieces. ♥

okay, according to Facebook, i am MARRIED to Lee Seung Hyun. well, married plang ganya. nada the name of the lucky guy. EHEX. HAHAHA. but yeah, im married. :p

Wang Lee Hom turun satu anak tangga. Seung Ri naik jadi number 1. like i said, Lee Hom, it's not you, it's me. :) you're amazing.

so yeah, im married to Seung Ri. sepatutnya sama si Lee Hom skali me and Ri kawin lari. 0=)

okay currently chatting with them JRM. esuk probably i'll bump into Roy. prolly. hope so! AHAHA. :)

xx.

voices of our generation.

2009-12-20T00:18:00.000-08:00

Dear DMC,

what an awesome year i'm having with you guys by my side. for years, i've dreamed of being in this kind of club. where everyone does the thing that they like instead of being asked to do something they don't like. this year is the starting point of DMC and it's been going very well from my perspective. there had been rough times like when us seniors had our first outing. HAHAHA that was during the 23rd National Day. me and Dd got lost and sir Zimin freaked when he found us. :p sorry sir. another time was when we needed to make the school's website official.sir Izad had to teach us how to log in and submit posts and things. it was not that bad but for me it does count
as a rough time. hahaha. the latest rough time was during the shooting session of CCA Warrior 3. but it was fun though. walaupun banyak cuts. hahaha. ahh, good times.

now, the emotional part. *kiraikirai. one by one ni ah. so panjang ni. don't tell me i didn't warn you~~ HAHA.

first up, Sir Haji Izad@ZadM.

hello sir. :) how are you? enjoying the holidays with your wife and Raiyan, i bet. :p anyway, i've known you for 5 years. and likewise, you've known me for 5 years as
well. 2005, form 1. you were our maths teacher and the computer teacher to computer studs in 1N. i used to fail your tests and exams. HAHA. classworks and homeworks also
kah? i forgot about that. but i still remember some memories during form 1. form 2, you didn't teach me. form 3 pun nada. HAHAH basically, form 1 saja lah sir ajar
aku. and form 5-DMC. -.- okay let's just jump to this year,2009. my final year (i hope), is filled with bittersweet memories with friends and teachers including yourself.DMC kicked off with you as the headmaster. the admin or whoever was in charge of picking the headmasters for every CCA clubs couldn't have picked a better one. and you're assisted by sir Zimin. now thats a great combo. :D you were always there when i had my rough times which i forgot what already. but yeah. that was the time you inspired us all and i still remember the frog story. :) i bookmarked it dari
hari atu sudah :p :p when i had a 'heart-problem', you told me the story of when you met your wife. i was captivated for a while but i gave in to love. i'm sorry. oh, and remember the time when you told us seniors that kalau belajar jangan alang alang? yeah,that was really inspiring. :D you taught me about technology and how to use a DSLR. hahaha since then iski kan pakai everytime ada event. btw,you said 2006's session was bida <- my interpretation of what you said. :p but the 'invention' of DMC proved you've turned things around, no? :) well yeah. i think you did and i believe you will turn more bida things around in the future. as you said, the sky is the limit.

runner up, Sir Azimin@Cloud.

hi sir. :D how've you been? i bet you're enjoying the hols with your wife and Asyfa aswell. :p okay, i can't remember when exactly did i first know you. although, you've never taught me in any subjects, i still remember how tough your maths test papers were. i failed. hahaha. but it showed how high your expectations were on us students. (y) sir Izad kata DMC is a hotshot mostly because of you. i couldn't agree less. you've been making videos like the CCA Warriors even before DMC was established so that automatically qualified you to be a part of it. my favourite memory with you will have to be the making of CCA Warrior 3;The Last Kendo. :) hahaha funny times. but bukan atu saja eh my fav. banyak lagi. even the small things. i'll cherish them forever. ~_~ you are probably one of the most coolest teachers at school. you top my list of coolest teachers, though. :D you're into anime and that is like, waaaaaaaaaay cool. you told me about your school life when i told you i'm having a hard time accepting the fact that i'm gonna leave mine soon (kalau pass). you were already into computing stuff back then which, for me, means that you were born with it. hahaha. i'm exaggerating. anyways, yeah. that time when you and Jimah malar tukar tukar lagu arah your car was fun! :p apakan. some memories don't have the right format to become words. :)

overall, i had the best years of my life with you two awesome teachers. :D seriously. with DMC established, it gave me a lot of opportunities to work with you guys. the school and all that's in it have been a huge part of me. it's where i grew up
to be this silly/lagging/bangang/hyper/crazy girl. :p i have gained some other attitudes but like i said, not the right format, not the right format. hahaha. sooooooooo, leaving it will in turn, leave a big hollow hole inside me (labihhhhh). :p tapi awu. but i will do my best to get myself together and look forward to form 6.:D

next, Azirah Julkepli@Azee.

hello baby. i miss you. how are you? anyway, i first met you when we went to your class and asked you to go to the assembly hall for something at 2 if i'm not mistaken. hahaha. that happened earlier this year. *sigh. memories~ masa first few CCAs,we weren't close. hahaha. after a while makin close and CLOSE.apakan. hahaha. you're kewl, Azee. :) i hope next year, you'll be the head photographer in DMC. BEST OF LUCK for your form 4 and 5 lives! :D (y) a very very great friend.i'm gonna miss you. a lot. ♥

lastly, Wan Hamizah Wan Joffry@Mijah.

loveee, it's been a blast going crazy with you! HAHA. you're so lovable and nice. your collection of DLSRs are the bomb! hahaha.ke jiwa ku ni. i'm gonna miss you, sexy. if i pass, AMIN, you won't be melting anymore. remember? hahaha. you always said
you were melting because i was beside you. :p thanks for paying for my headband. ♥ we shared gossips and more. TONNSSSSS OF LUCK for your form 4 and 5 lives in the next 2 years! :D i'll miss you like hell. :)

i don't think i've mentioned everything but just know that you guys can never be replaced. never. ever. ver. er. r. haha. echo wah tu. apakan.

i'm sad now hahaha but happy at the same time. i feel very blessed to have met all of you amazing people. *salutes.

to ex-DMCs yang seniors, kamu punya post separate. hahaha. will do it soon.

xx.

so i'll sing a melody, and i'll be your memories.

2009-12-19T18:17:00.000-08:00

i am now listening to I Swear, This Time I Mean It by Mayday Parade. beautiful. T_T menangis ku kaliah HAHA. it's Rabi and her Bebe's song. *kiraikirai. hahaha.

lastnight, chatted with Jimah, Nurul, Roy, Kaka Fee and Mijah.

kpop talk. HEHEHE. apakan. haha.

then chatted with Rabi. she invited Jik so we had a group chat. it was FUN. hahah walaupun skajap saja since Jik had to go somewhere. cool guy.

okay so im officially bored now. i bought 4 comic books di KK. 4! sikit jua tu. -.- i usually buy MORE than that. i'd spend all my money on comic books if i had to. skali i bought The Host by Stephenie Meyer as well. and Second Chance by Jane Green. i bought that one pasal diblakangnya kna comment "Inspiring". and that book is for people who are still figuring life out. so yeah. i am. that was why i bought that book. HAHAH. atu lagi ganya tu eh :p the host ani inda ku brapa paham. kejiwa jua ku membaca. pasal inda paham ah. HAHAHA.

aku pening now. haha. apakan. entah tarus2 ah. anyway, Liverpool lost. 2-0. -.- inda apa. next time manang tu. hwaiting oppas! hahaha.

apa lagi ah? ahh i cant wait for the O level results. seriously. hahaha. i wanna go to PTEM so bad. i cant stand not going to school. HAHAHA weird. atupun if aku pass. AMIN AKU PASS! 9 OS 9 OS! my mom kata if i got 8 Os, ia balikan DSLR. but masa hari atu ia kata laptop. so i was like, mana satu ni ma? skali ia kata entah HAHAHA lol. entah i dont wanna burden them. i mean i want both but i want the laptop MORE. and LG Ice Cream. ^_^ she agrees to buy me one. Pink ah ma? :p HEHEHE siuk wah the phone. cute. very cheerful. setiap kali aku liat the leaflet, senyum2 ku HAHAHA.

bored. still. ah atu wah. hahaha aku bali Buncho Poster Colors wah, arah Ngiukee. $33. yang 18 colors. skali, arah Eaton's aku check, $23. marah ku sudah tu. skali arah Harris ku check, $18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mcm, baie kali kadai ani. HAHAHAHA nyasal ku membali arah Ngiukee ah. lapas ani if ke KK inda ku membali disana lagi ehh. gila kali emo jua ku tu. dapat membali macam2 wah tu if aku inda bali arah ngiukee. hishhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

this coming Tuesday, me and my cousins are gonna have a Cousins Day Out! :D im sooo excited! i miss them already. semua ke KK ani wah lepas some of my cousins balik dari UK. HAHAHA i mean the rest of the cousins semua ke KK. dorang yang baru balik atu inda plang. hahaha.atu banar.. i met MJ masa di KK. not Michael Jackson. hahaha. Majidah~ rinduku kan 5C tarus. hahaha.

i need a new cupboard. wait is it called cupboard? HAHA yang untuk simpan buku ah. rak wah rak. :p anyway yeah i need a new one. my old one inda lagi muat for my comic books. mcm banyak usulnya tapi aku alum puas hati. my dad suruh jual. atu menyamalku. HAHAHA nadaku mauuuuu! it's my hobby kaliah! aku inda suka kalau bali comic, skali tunggu smpai esuk lusa baru tah membaca. bangas tiaa. ani first day di sana aku bali 3 comic books. skali aku abiskan jua that night. HAHAHA. esuknya my mom tanya. "alum amal baca comic ah?" "dui, abis sudah ma." "ih? ganas jua!" "HAHAHAA" :p aku baca comic books capat. like brabis. HAHAHA. all the 3 comics made me cry. esp the one Usami Maki did. T_T it's about an affair between a student and a teacher. not that the teacher is married. dorang bejumpa somewhere and suka each other. skali the dude gtau the girl ia kan kraja. skali rupa2nya jadi cgu arah the girl's school. sweet lah. how many people mcm ucap2 dorang. "duhh, inda jua patut tu." but dorang masih stay strong. kyaaaaaaa! sweet ehh! menusuk ke jiwa. hahaha

bah atu saja.
xx.

i'm back//birthday greets.

2009-12-19T01:02:00.000-08:00

I AM BACK, PEOPLE! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

gila rinduku kan Brunei ehhhhhhhhhhhh. :( and all the Mrs. anyways, im back in one piece. gained a few kgs but will lose them again. AHHAHA. :p

one more thing,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, SURYAFI EMRAN!

17/12

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, HAJI KAMARUL RIDZUAN HAJI ISMAIL!

LOVEYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BOTH! ♥ ♥

xx.

new hair//can you feel my world?

2009-12-13T22:49:00.000-08:00

OHMYGOD! I HAVE DANDRUFF!!! SHIT NOOOOOOOO! T_T

ni zhi xi huan wo wei xiao
ni jue ding wo de xu yao
wo yao ze me shuo cai hao
wo bu shi wei ni zhi zao

kai xin xiang shi ni zao
la zhu wo wan xia tiao
ai shi piao liang kou hao
tou kuo ni de shi jiao
ni ba wo de xi hao
shui bian shan diao
bian chen ni yao de diao tiao

ni wei wo hao
wo zhi dao wo dou zhi dao
wo de fan nao wo de jiao ao
ni que bu ming liao

zhen yang ai ni cai hao
bi jing hei bao xu yao zi you ben bao..
(bu neng man zu yu yong bao)
(i keep comin back for more)

can you feel my world
zhen shi de wo mei ban fa wei zhao
can you take my hands
zhen chen ni hui gan jue dao

can you feel my world
zhen shi de wo mei ban fa wei zhao
bin bu xiang tao hao
ni cai jue de wo zhong yao(wo yi dian dou bu zhong yao)

ni zhi yao wo you li mao
qi ta jia zhuang gan bu dao
wo yao ze me shuo cai hao
tang wo de qing xu di chao

rap-
i keep on coming back for more yo
ri ri ye ye wo bi zhe shuang yan qi dao
wei she me zhi you wo de ying yue neng ko rang wo yi kao
wo zhi dao wo de shi jie yi jing bian de yue lai yue xiao
bao bu tiao tao bu liao
zhe me mian dai zhe wei xiao
zhe me mian dui zhe ni cai hao
zhe me yan lei dou zai tiao
zhe me zhui du zhe hao yan su
zhe bu shi ku zhe jiu hao
she me xuan lu zai wo de nao dai yi zhi zhuan yi zhi rao
yi zhi li yi zhi cheng ze wo
zai yi ci dao gao
bang zhu wo

by Wang Lee Hom . he's my number 1. kalau overall lah. kalau kpop, Seung Ri. :)

xx.

FUCK NO!

2009-12-13T06:32:00.000-08:00

However, that did not stop Daesung, because he brightly smiled once more and said, "Even if i have to go solo, I would want to go to America!" - Daesung.

HELL NO! DO YOU WANT ME TO GO TO KOREA AND KICK YOUR ASS?! DON'T YOU DARE GO SOLO! PACAH BIG BANG KU TAMPAR KAU AH! _|_

you better watch out Daesung. JYP, kau jua. jgn kau jadikan ia mcm si Jaebom. inda kau bekepala olehku karang. araso??!

xx.

discovery.

2009-12-12T17:48:00.000-08:00

i just discovered/realized that, the kpop hotties i love, all have one thing in common. they are all the best dancers. HAHAHA. like Seung Ri, he choreographs most of Big Bang's moves so he gotta be the best :p AJ, he is the best dancer in B2ST. and Taemin, lead dancer of SHINee. Donghae's one of the best dancers in Super Junior.

now i know what i'll look for in a guy. HAHAH. lol.

im missing Jimah right now to the max. and also my cousins in UK. well, they're probably on they're way to Singapore right now. they're coming home!! :D im so excited!
they'll land tomorrow night at 7. :) :)

last night and early morning was uber fun! hahaha. chatted with Nurul Dongsaeng, Syami Oppa and Hanis Onna. yeah, i'm the bad girl in Nurul and Oppa's imagination. -.- figures. HAHAH.

okay so probably the DMC Outing will be held next year since sir Zimin kata " definitely not during this holiday. " awh, and i was looking forward to it this month. -.- inda apa lah. asal ada. ahahaha. gosh, i miss school now. HAHA. i miss the Admin the most. the Principal's office~ the P.A System's mic~ where I read the school Doa and the H1N1 Doa a lot of times~ yeah, the school's immune to my guy-ish voice. masa my first time duty, some teachers thought i was one of the male teachers. -.- HAHAH and i was like " ndaaaa. hahaha aku tu." lulz.

need to talk to Lily soon. Lily is Jalilah. i miz her loadz. i miss Amal, Dibah, Fathin, Mimi, Lyn etc. semua ku rindu ni. :( even mak cik canteen. apan over. :p

bah im gonna get my hair cut today. well, not cut. just trimmed. oh and ada cut. imma cut my fringe jadi bangs. :D tapi inda tabal like i used to cut it. then dirumah im gonna wave it. (y) save budget. it's worth it buying your own set of hair tongs. hahaha. seriously. :) it doesnt cost you much lah. sediakan saja $40.

all you need for your hair are :
-a hairdryer.
-a hair straightener.
-a hair curler (different types).
-styling mousse.
-hairspray.(so that the hair that you customized, will stay in place.)
-hair infusion. as heat resistant.
-bobby pins. for hairdos.

don't forget to wash your hair after applying all above. but after you fully use your hair lah. ahahah. okay. watch this saja. it'll inspire you.

i love Bubz.

okay, for your face.

you'll need:

-foundation (powder or liquid).
-concealer (to cover all blemishes).
-base powder.
-blusher.
-eyeshadow.
-eyeliner (liquid preferably).
-lip tint.
-lip gloss.
-lip stick.

watch this. you'll get inspired as well. i did.

okay enjoy the videos.
visit her website

www.bubzbeauty.com

xx.

Mad Tv.

2009-12-12T08:17:00.001-08:00

as requested by Nurul@Peewee@Mrs Key.

the dude Darrell is the same person as the woman in the previous mad tv video i posted up. actually, he is a she. hahaha.

enjoy your night.

xx.

Donghae Oppa ♥

2009-12-12T07:59:00.000-08:00

lawa eh the video. i like! hahaha. si Donghae lagi hot tu. wow. hahahah.

xx.

a very VERY special post.

2009-12-11T23:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BABY V.I !!

saranghae~~ ♥

xx.

u wont hire me cuz i'm black?!

2009-12-11T07:12:00.000-08:00

sorry for the italian subtitle. malasku cari yang english. hahaha. dangar saja tia.

"bang!" - idk siapa kata. i think si Dong Won. hahaha. or si Jun Hyung. anyway, nyaman ketawa si Hyun Seung atu. :p si Yo Seop cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! but my AJ's wwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay cuter. ;) ehex.

enjoy.

gnight. Assalamualaikum. :)
xx.

current addiction. (game)

2009-12-10T19:26:00.000-08:00

AR-TONELICO ; MELODY OF ELEMIA.
Mr. Green over there - Jack. redhead - Krusche. blonde girl - Aurica. blonde guy - Lyner. black haired - Misha. brunette guy - Radolf. ♥

Lyner. the hero. Aurica, Misha, Lady Shurelia and Krusche semua suka ia sebab ia baik. D:

Aurica. a Reyvateil.

Misha. a Reyvateil. she's been friends with Lyner since they were both kids and when Misha was still in Platina (the upper world).

my favorite. Cardinal Radolf. although, he's with the Church, he's still hot. HAHA suaranya hot yo. 8)

Ayatane,Misha,Lyner,Lady Shurelia and Jack.

this is Lady Shurelia in her Armor clothing.

i want Ar-Tonelico II ; Melody Of Metafalica. tapi PS3 ah. -.-

xx.

argh i don't know what's happening!!!

2009-12-10T07:09:00.000-08:00

suddenly, like, just for a split second, his face popped in my mind. JUST WHEN I'M IN THE VERGE OF FORGETTING HIM ADA TIA BALIK! what are you? EDWARD?! sheeeeeeeesh!!!!!!!!!!! susah ni lepas ani. -.-

entah ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! kejiwa ku ni!

good news is, FATHIN's coming home! ni in 40 minutes! hahahaha.
xx.

saranghae~ you'll forever be my number one. ♥

2009-12-09T03:08:00.000-08:00

KILLER EYES AND DEADLY SMILE. wellz~ :p LOL.

jimah's gonna go to KK esok. when she comes back, i'm going to kk plang. HAHAH i can't wait for this 15th! my cousins are coming back from UK. one year without them feels like HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! i miss them to the very very VERY much. T_T

this morning, went to mama's school. help out. she's moving to another class. tingkat 2 lagi tu. -.- dari ground floor. pindah almari apa ke atas. crazy. HAHA sudah plang bepindah everything. tadi painting the walls saja. i painted too! HAHAH. nanti mom suruh lukis Spongebob arah one wall. abang lukis Lightning McQueen arah another wall. and so on. Ben 10 pun masuk kali. HAHAHA. :) iski ku eh kan lukis.

comment~ HAHA. lame eh.

xx.

Baby ♥

2009-12-09T02:26:00.000-08:00

SeungRi was on SBS PowerFM ‘Choi Hwa Jung’s Power Time – School vacation special episode – Big Star special show’ on 12th January where he revealed he experienced his first love during his 3 year in the secondary school.

He was in a dance team back then, “When I had my first perform on stage, a girl in the audience crowd caught my eyes. Right after the performance, I went off stage and approached her to ask for her contact.”

And DJ Choi responded, “That’s such a manly gesture. (’Manly’ as in bold in this case)” And SeungRi replied, “There is only just 1 chance. I told myself I don’t want to go home and have regrets over why I let the chance go away, so I summoned all my courage for it.”

He continued, “I had my first kiss with this girl under the umbrella on one rainy day. Even though I know how this girl is doing now, for sake of this girl’s privacy, this will just remain as memories.”

SeungRi also revealed that he is the type who will, “do things like telling funny stories so as to make the girl he likes enjoy and have many laughter.”

Other than that, SeungRi talks about his transformation from being a teenager to that of a man. He has been known to be the youngest in Big Bang who portrays the image as one who would act rashly and act cute and all, but during his solo activity, SeungRi has also tried to read up more and think about things himself so as to get out of his own cocoon.
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Any girl who Baby love sure is lucky, cuz I’m sure he’s the type that when he likes a person, he will really care for them, 3 years relationship is a LONG time for a teenagers to have… like forreal haha beats my record FAR~ I like how he’s all confident and just went for it so he won’t regret later, his over-SeungRi-confidence exists LONG before he become “SeungRi” haha LOL at how Baby describe Tabi locking himself in his room, I LOVE LOVE LOVE “A Good Man” has to be one of my fave, so I’m really excited to see what Tabi will come up with, I’m sure his composing skills doesn’t lose to the Kwon Leadah in any way. EXCITED~

im doing this (well, i copied it from someone's blog) , while listening to his song, Next Day.

I AM MADLY AND DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH SEUNG RI! OBSESSED! ADDICTED! MESMERIZED! AMAZED! CAPTIVATED! HYPNOTIZED! ENTHRALLED! CAPTURED!

amazing boy. ;)
xx.

i feel so happy right now. :)

2009-12-07T04:43:00.000-08:00

right now, i'm chatting with my ex classmates Narissa and Najmie. i'm not so sure though bila aku seklas sama Najmie. i think he went to PGGMB lambak time before aku skulah sana. -.- hahaha anyways, if Nar says he's an ex-classmate, i say he is too. HAHAH.

i miss everybody. old friends, current friends. :( holidays are such bitches. tadi i chatted with Hafiz Zulfaqar, Zizan, Fitri, Wina, Fiqqie, Ziqah, Fizul, Syarif and SYAHREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN! ♥ my bestfriend ni dulu ia ah. we used to share food together everyday. i miss the old times. kami tu gang (aku,hafiz,zizan,faez,syahreen,syarif,fitri) realize nada girls sana? HAHAHA yeah kami slalu lepak arah canteen. mun bukan di canteen di blakang. dakat canteen lama. siuk eh. kalau di canteen kami slalu makan soto bomb. ahh good times. T_T rinduku brabis eh kan dorang.

not forgetting my bullies : si Adli and si Iman. HEH /apa. si Adli tu pernah tarik krusiku time aku kan duduk. apa lagi, tegugur lah ku. ku tumbuk atu HAHAHA pandai ckp sorry. lol. aku ingat jua tu si Adli kan tumbuk aku kali tu. si Syarif defend. iyaaaaaaaaaaa! thanks beb. apa lagi ah.. ahh. ia class 6A sama 6B kna separate pakai this fake pintu saja wah. so ujung2 inda dikunci. yatah kami slalu lepak tu sana. buka saja, tampat meeting. haahah. lupa bawa buku pinjam sja dari sana. :p siuk eh. arah our class (6B) ada stage wah. maklum, hall banarnya. yatah dorang si syarif apa selalu menari sana. buka sluar = nampak boxers saja. kami iski eh dibawah HAHAHA. skali masuk cgu metassan atu. belarian ah HAHAHA. once kami bagi surprise arah siapakah tu. lupaku. kami tapuk bawah stage and tangga. HAHAHA siuk eh. 8) kami main carah belarian around school. damit lagi. lagi tia sanang.

Roy was one of my classmates that time tapi inda brapa rapat. until one day after abis PSR, kami kna suruh jaga pra students arah the pra house. its a house btw. hahaha yatah. si Roy bawa tv and PS2. HAHAHA cool eh that time. liat Exorcist. tutup lampung and ambil barang2 to jadikan bantal. skali sudah part kna rasuk atu, trais2 ahh sorang2. HAHAH aku melimpang sama si sur tu time atu. ingatku masih. ^_^ main Burnout. aku lawan si Hafiz tu pernah. ia kalah. aku lawan si Roy indaku ingat siapa manang. HAHAH. tapi siuk eh, gila kali. HAHAH main umban2 bula lagi. dalam rumah ah. meja apa kami susun. semua urang diatas meja belari2 menguyung bula. HAHAHA. skali kna marah. :p sambuuuuuuuuung lagi diluar. HAHAH babal jenisnya kami ani. main kad lagi tu. speed lah. flash lah HAHAHA. antak2 tu meja ah. hahahah. kami aga keatas rumah atu once. it was said to be haunted wah. skali ada bunyi pintu melagur, lintang pukang ah turun tangga! AHHAHA cali eh. kami kana suruh ajar the pra kids. lol. mcm banar eh kami ngajar. HAHAH. fuuuuuuuun times.

ah history class. aku tinggal buku. si Hafiz jua. ia duduk sebalahku. dapanku si Zizan. belakang si Adli. sebalahku lagi stage. HAHAHA.skali kna ucap saiz together oleh cg fizah. HAHAH cali eh. aku tomboy dulu yatah aku lepak sama guys saja. aku start lepak sama dorang si Fazzidah, Ameezah and Bazilah time kami tuition sama2 arah cg fizah. siuk tu. ramai2 tuition sana. kan semua lah. HAHAH. pagi lepak diskulah, malam lepak lagi. pastu aku tuition maths arah Mrs Wong. sama dorang si Najmie, Qiah and Syazwan. hahaha siuk eh.

ah panjang my post. :) pasal aku rasa lighthearted.

bah kan sambung chat.
xx.

V.I , AJ, TM. saranghae. ♥

2009-12-06T06:03:00.000-08:00

I'M A BAD GIRL~ HAHAHAHA

LEE SEUNG HYUN , LEE GI KWANG , LEE TAE MIN.

that's why they call me, MRS LEE. :D

xx.
i am gonna sleep like a baby tonight! ahhhhh hot babies. ♥ ♥

back from the Holy City.

2009-12-05T05:49:00.000-08:00

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Yuni, the Haji and Hajah, Daniel. in this case, the Hajah and Haji. :)

Haji Harun and Daniel. :)

Dad, Tua Dato, Amit Omarali. (Sir Shai's dad.) apakan. HAHAHA

it was a beautiful day indeed. they arrived, we waited arah their house. sudah sampai, baca doa dapan pintu. tears. gila tautah aku ani inda dapat liat urang menangis. i hugged both Haji and Hajah. especially the Haji. he used to hug me everytime he saw me time kecil. he still hugs me now eventhough sudah ku basar ani. :)

he said he doakan me pass O levels. "be list kaliah uncle" HAHAH. cute.

♥

aku mau naik Haji. :')

xx.

revamp.

2009-12-03T23:47:00.000-08:00

i need a new haircut a.s.a.p. -.-

i typed arah Google : haircuts for asian girls.

results:

tried this once. tapi yelah, kepala I kan bolat~ mana sesuai.

wavy?

short and curly?

short and wavy? tapi kata abang payah menjaga. :/

this? D:

jadi si GD ku karang. this trend is so in di Korea now.

i can't choose. :S

xx.

my first video.

2009-11-30T05:31:00.000-08:00

and it's about DMC. :) ♥ gonna miss working.

enjoy! :D

xx.

a temporary farewell.

2009-11-30T03:02:00.001-08:00

HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT! AMBIK GAMBAR BEBANYAK KAT JEPUN YE? HEHEHE. LOVE AND MISSYOU, FATE! :) ♥ we'll be here once you come back. sorry i couldn't send you tadi. :'(

xx.

gara gara go!

2009-11-27T20:25:00.000-08:00

HEHE i'm okay with him now. well, kinda. if i text him masih plang inda balas. it depends. HAHAH anyway, had a short but fun conversation with him and jimah last night. JRM once again, i think. hahaha. yeah, i'm happy now. :) i'll be much happier if we can go back to the way we were.

anyway, [click here]. that is for SMPAPHM students and ex students. if you wish to leave a message or two for our beloved Cg Gazala who will be leaving us next month, please click that link. required that you have a facebook or if you don't have one, please post your messages somewhere and tell me so that i can give them to those handling this thing.

thank you. :) and please follow the format below;

REAL NAME:
YEARS(e.g 2002-2007):

MESSAGE:

xx.

hi, my name is paomao. :)

2009-11-26T03:16:00.000-08:00

Roy gave me that nickname. :) *sigh. i miss the good times with him.

okay.
it's been a while since my last dance routine. HAHA so just now i danced to SHINee's Replay twice. ONLY TWICE. and im already exhausted. the same kind of tired-ness that i felt when dancing to Lachata FIVE TIMES. ani twice sudah tia K.O. is it because i'm getting fatter or is it because of the absence of my dance routines? :/

btw have you gaiz heard of googlegooglegooglegoogle.com? :D :D it is soooo handy if tani mau cari 4 things at one time. (y) check it out!

OH BAD NEWS OF THE DAY:

TAEMIN GOT H1N1! LIKE DAAAAAAAAAAAAMN! please, oh, please recover as fast as Jonghyun. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :'S

HWAITING, TAEMIN DONGSENG! ♥ ♥

xx.

pre-tell pre-tell.

2009-11-24T06:37:00.000-08:00

"aku sayang kamu brabis!"

HAHA atu ganya dulu. seriously, i cant put everything into words. it's just too hard. and i dont know when i'll post the damn thing. HAHAHA

i just created another Youtube account. i forgot the previous one punya details. lol. silly me.

sir izad gave me a new nickname! well not THAT new. ia twicekan the name mao sja. so it's MAOMAO. HAHA.

kan nangis ku eh. :( nurul emo, jimah emo tapi minum teh tarik. aku emo tapi aku dangar lagu happy happy so aku happy. ganya inda menjadi. marung ku dari tadi merenung gambar2 tadi pagi ah. :/ i miss school already and semua yang didalamnya. termasuk biawakzz bawah walkway kan ke hall ah. HAHAHHAHA

now its 10.44 pm. and i dont feel like sleeping. maybe pasal tadi patang nap kejap. barat mata after menangis mcm loser.

photozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ni~

specialzzzzzzz ni~

ayt.
enjoy.
im off from blogger.
xx.

inspirations flowing inside my brain.

2009-11-23T05:59:00.000-08:00

NAN NEORUL SARANGHAEEEEEEEEEE! okay that song just gave me an idea. thanks Big Bang <3

okay pre-tell of my "im-gonna-make-you-cry" post.

bismillah.

BERAT RASAKU KAN TINGGALKAN SKULAH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

atu nah pre-tell nya :p

bah xx.

did you take off while i was gone? (8)

2009-11-22T22:49:00.000-08:00

sakit parutku eh HAHAHA tadi liat Tsunami lagi ah. bukan nda sakit jiwaku. :'/ menangis ganya krajaku tadi.

i miss school, Q-A's, Reeds, Mrs Han's crib and more. D:

my cousin ingau kan resultsnya ah, nah naik jua a form 5. hahaha udah nyangku jgntah ingau pass tu, masih jua. :p bagus lah ia naik. ku timbak tu ia mun nda naik form.

check this out! THE LAST KENDO! Cloud Stride's 4th masterpiece. this year's cca warrior video is produced by the hardwork and teamwork of SMPAPHM's DMC 2009 and Kendo Club 2009. enjoy!

did you laugh? ahahaha pasal its soooo amusing. :p

I'm NO.3,
signing out.

xx.

CCA Closing 2009.

2009-11-21T19:49:00.000-08:00

IT WAS HELL FUN!!

i miss school and my friends already. :')

xx.

i am so depressed right now.

2009-11-20T16:59:00.000-08:00

3 reasons why I'm depressed.

1. my Geo textbook nada.
2. I went to that UK exhibition di Empire yesterday and visited Teesside University's booth and asked questions for 'Art and Design'. and guess what? Teesside is ranked number 82 on the top Universities by the government. iski ku sudah sebab all you need to take in form six is Art and Design atu. the rest apa saja aku ambil nda papa. sheeesh.
3. Roy is mad at me. like super mad. i bet he doesn't even consider me as his friend anymore. D': pasal gaming. like daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn! emo ku ni.

god. i just hope tonight is gonna be a fun night.

xx.

Almost Paradise.

2009-11-19T04:17:00.000-08:00

by far, one of the most sweetest/weirdest/saddest/membagi marah-est/stupidest (etc) drama series i've ever watched. seriously.

Kim Bum :) ia jadi Artist sana. :D tapi Cassanova. nda apa lah HAHAHAHAHA.

xx.

my life, my love, my everything.

2009-11-17T21:49:00.000-08:00

HAAAAAAAAAAAAI.

i am currently working on my Ring Ding Dong moves and also my Mirotic moves. going great so far. hahaha.

now listening to Taeyang's Wedding Dress~ gosh im bored.
and ada this junior annoyinggggggggggg brabis. D: sasak ku HAHAHA

last night's dinner out with the famzz and kaka Eyah wasss awesome~ thanks for the treat bang.

xx.

hi. i'm Mrs Lee. :)

2009-11-17T01:06:00.000-08:00

EXAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMZZZZZ ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRR! PREEDDDDDUUUUUM.

LEE SEUNG HYUN.

LEE TAE MIN.

LEE DONG HAE.

plans for tonight:

Dinner out with family and kaka Eyah. :)

xx.

"ah ah ah ah ahhaaaa"

2009-09-11T06:27:00.000-07:00

okay the title. its a laugh actually. someone's laugh. a dude from City Hall laughs like that. it sounds like a sarcastic laugh but its a real laugh. thats just the way he laughs. okay i seriously should stop typing the word 'laugh'. i did it again. ohh shucks. <- Liyn's word.

anyway, cooked/made/baked Vico cake earlier with my mom and my aunt. i just found out that standing infront of the stove, stirring the mixture for 30 minutes is not my thing. seriously. our stove ani nda brapa basar wah the bar, then the wok that my aunt bawa atu basarnya nauzubillah. so it kept on moving moving saja so i had to hold one handle while my aunt held the other and she was stirring the damn mix. just standing there for 15 minutes really made my spirits sunk. i was the one who wanted to make the cake. -.- thats what you get for being too impulsive.

so yeah, this was the conversation infront of the stove with my aunt.

*stirs*
me: batah lagi kah?
aunt: kajap lagi ni.
*stirs*
*stirs*
.
.
.
me: melakat masih?
aunt: awu. kajap lagi ni.
*stirs*
.
.
.
.
.
(15 minutes gone~)
me: *shifts feet*
aunt: sangal? duduk tah.
me: awu, arah counter ani kali? HAHA
aunt: awuwah. ngapakan?
me: *silent*
*stirs*
.
.
.
aunt: kajap lagi ah..
me: bah.
*stirs*
.
.
aunt: malar jua ku cakap kajap ani nda jua pandai masaknya.
me: yataaaaaaaaabahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. *with an annoyed face*

so yeah, after 20 minutes, my mom replaced me and i sat down and ate my green bean porridge. yumm. i like toh.

anyway, the cake wont be ready until antah. esok? my brother warned me not to eat the mix during the making process. my two brothers and my dad lost a lot of weight since they exercise. my dad's always busy with his garden/farm every afternoon. my big brother's always having football matches or practices and my little brother's always jogging outside my house. that leaves me and my mother, in the house, doing nothing besides cooking. atleast i dance. well, that wont do anything. my weight turun 2 kg saja. -__-

ohh this morning we went to KB to visit my grandma's grave. after that we went to Soon Lee sana and guess what? my big brother tried on a SKINNY JEAN! he called me while he was trying the pants on and he said " mau liat skinny jeans?" i looked down and freaked. he was laughing because it's been my dream to fit in skinny jeans. i stomped my foot and went to my mom. she was laughing too. oh so now the whole family's against me? but nda jua dibalinya skinny ah. went home afterwards.

missed Maths tuition tadi. was so tired and my mom kata jangantah tuition so i followed along. still tired. don't know why. nda jua banyak bejalan. i think sebab duduk saja dikerita atu kali. sebabnya time keluar kan ke kubur, sakit my jubur. i think makin basar. O_O nooooooooo. i don't wanna be like Kim Kardashian. HAHAHAHAH lol.

3 months plus ni cuti after exams, im gonna EXERCISE and CONTROL MY EATING HABITS!
im aiming for 20 kgs less. or until i fit in skinny jeans without having the trouble to kaitkan the butang. wish me luck! not that im obsessed with how i look. i just want to wear SKINNY JEAAAAAAAAAANS! :( so bad.

goodnight.
-Ri's.

Liverpool baby.

2009-09-07T05:45:00.000-07:00

*smacks. fat ass. HAHAHA
thank youuuu babah! ♥

went to the Mall yesterday and got myself that jersey. and went to the mall again today with my brothers and got myself a pair of stilettos. gold yaw. with a fake LV diamond studded thing. i wanted Gladiator sandals skali nada size. toing~ HAHAHA lawa sudah tu ehh. nanti tah *sigh. rugged jua tu raya pakai gladiator sandals. *imagines.

bah bye. esok skulah. hwks alum siap. HAHA
xo
-Ri's

Lacha Lacha Ta Ta.

2009-09-05T04:25:00.000-07:00

im addicted to that song. HAHAH anyway, currently browsing through Daddy Roy's photos. how he and his friends "rule" the school with his guitar strumming and their singing. HAHAHA fun fun.

the beloved Batrisyia came to school earlier this morning to get her June Os breakdowns. she's gonna be a jock soon. hahaha and a charity worker. awww. im so proud of you, girl. ♥ i love Batrisyia. :)

okay atu saja kali. :)
xo.
-Ri's

WATCH THIS! HAHAHA f(x)

2009-09-03T05:12:00.000-07:00

i had my malay oral earlier this afternoon, it went well. hahaha Alhamdulillah.

and i just knew my detailed marks for my june o level english papers. paper 1- a B3. paper 2- an A2 and oral- an A1. HAHA i love orals now. :p

xo.
-Ri's.

hello!

2009-09-01T04:41:00.000-07:00

its been a while. HAHAHA kan exam wah yatah nda bekacau. HAHA anyway, facebook blocked me but now im unblocked. atu batah. HAHAHAHA sasak ku sudah.

okay, im bored. kan tidur ku ni. watched a few episodes of TRIPLE with abang. its a Korean drama series. SIUK MAN! HAHAHA before ani watched a few episodes of CITY HALL. korean jua. SIUK JUA MAN! HAHAHA si Kim Sun-Ah kaliah. bila jua ia nda siuk. HAHAHA

im in love with LEE SEUNG HYUN! BABY! ♥

English oral was AWESOME!

Malay oral will be on thursday. wish me luck! ;)

satisfied? YES!

2009-08-24T03:01:00.000-07:00

AHAHAHA JUNE RESULTS ARE OUT!

while waiting for DST to message me was like HELL. seriously. i was sweating, kabak-kabak-ing, shifting places all the time. AHAHAH nda lagi betantu lah. kan pengsan saja nda. skali i got my results and PHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWH.

2 OUT OF 3 OS! HAHAHA

i got an A for my English.
a B for my B.Melayu.
a D for my Maths D. AHHAHA kalok tu. i mean Alhamdulillah pass.

so my tuition teacher was PSYCHED about my english result. HAHAHA even my BM teacher. :) thank youuu and to friends who congratulated me earlier, THANK YOU :) you guys did awesome as well. we still have Oct/Nov. :D fighting!

okaaay, MEHEHE. apakan. jahat ku ni malam ani.

xoxo.

2009-08-21T06:39:00.000-07:00

SEUNG RI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im in love. HAHAHAHA he's like the boy of my dreams. cute, a great dancer, a singer, has nice hair, fit, hot ass, nice smile, gay, can act like a girl, sweet, mature, funny and more. omg i just dont know where to start. HAHAHA he's like the perfect guy. :)

jimah's in oootsy love with T.O.P
amal's in oootsy love with G-Dragon
and me, im in oooooooootsy love with Seung Ri.

hey sexy, tonight you know, im strong baby, pull down my jacket. (8) omg he's awesome.
and hot. he has a hot bod. seriously. and he's only what? 18/19? damnnnn

bahbah kan tidur.
HAPPY RAMADHAN PEOPLE!
xo.

2009-08-19T01:59:00.000-07:00

MY FAVOURITE SHINEE MEMBERS!

JONGHYUN ♥ KEY ♥ TAEMIN ♥

Seung Ri ♥

2009-08-18T00:23:00.000-07:00

you will when you believe.

2009-07-23T06:02:00.000-07:00

ahh i kept on dreaming about him for 4 nights now. -.-" why is he haunting my dreams?

QUALIFYING EXAMS ARE IN A WEEK AND 3/4 DAYS!im so friggin scared but thank goodness i've started my revisions a week back. (Y) HAHAHA i hope i can do this. tadi pintu Kaabah buka and i prayed my tears out. :') mudahan makbul. Amin.

yes! sunday ke cyber! bring it on, Pi. bring it on! HAHAHA main apa ni. Left4Dead.

sorry,sorry,sorry,sorry *continues in Korean.

2009-07-16T05:20:00.000-07:00

yo! HAHAH he had a fight with his girlfriend/bestfriend. O_O ganya sebab the girl nda mau online sebab ia kan exam. mataaai kali ke jiwa jua lelaki ani eh. -.- langu ku sudah :p

aaanyway, my mom's gonna bring me to this electronic shop di Gadong sometime soon and she said "sana banyak tu slr slr yg amal mau ah." while she said that, she did the pusing2 lens move. HAHAHA but yeah, im excited to go. maybe if my mom mau belikan, she's gonna get me a Nikon. i had to follow sja since its not gonna be on me. its gonna be on her so yeah. i want Canon. *sigh.

i need to talk about my future with an adult BESIDES my parents and brother. they're not helping even one bit. seriously. and my dad's a counselor. -.-" i think sir would fit the job but its hard to get in touch with him. he's skinny now. O_O to the mexico. what did you do during the holidays,sir? mcm sir zimin sudah. good stuff. i wanna follow :p

bah. 31 cases today. :S fluctuating.

and i miss DMC so bad. :/
xoxo.